"Lady, I helped to save you from the deep. I surrendered to you the
sacred wine after it had touched the lips of the man who stands highest
in our land. I have given you shelter in my dwelling, and placed you at
the same table with my daughter and my niece; yet so far as your worldly
life is concerned, I know you not, neither your outgoing nor your
incoming. What could I answer to the Lord, were he to say to me, 'Samuel
Parris, who is the woman with whom you have broken bread, and shared the
same roof?' I could but reply, 'Lord, I know not--for good or for evil
she was cast upon my care, like a drift of sea-weed from the great
deep--without a history--without a friend!'"
"And in so much your answer would prove correct. Be satisfied, kind old
man, that you have done a Christian duty, for which the poor woman you
saved will not prove ungrateful."
The minister shook his head, muttering to himself,
"The arch enemy is most potent when he speaks in a sweet voice, and
takes on himself the meekness of an angel."
Barbara only heard a word or two of this low speech, but she saw that
the old man was troubled, and a mournful smile came to her lips.
"You are weary of me, I have become a burden in your house; do not fear
to say this."
"Not a burden, lady, but a mystery--not an unwelcome guest, but one
around whom tears and discord centre, like storm clouds over the sky.
Lady, in the name of God, I ask, who are you, and for what purpose do
you sojourn among us?"
Barbara Stafford arose, pressed both hands to her eyes for a moment, and
answered--ah, so sadly--
"I am nothing but a lone, lone woman, Samuel Parris, a sorrowful woman
whose way of life lies through the ashes of dead hopes. I am a woman to
whom love is a forbidden blessing. This is your first answer. As for my
object in coming among you, it is not accomplished, but dead. A few
weeks and I shall pass away. The sea, which would not mercifully
overwhelm me, spreads its waters between us and the land where my grave
will be dug. Let me rest in peace, old man, till a ship sails for some
British port: then I will trouble no one longer."
"Then she will trouble no one longer," muttered Parris, writing with his
stick upon the ground. "God teach me how to deal with this beautiful
demon, if such she is: her words disturb my soul with compassion against
its will."
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