When this package was brought to Lady Phipps she held it irresolute for
some minutes. An idea flashed across her mind that it contained some
hint of that unhappy woman's life, and a wild impulse rose in her heart
to read it. But such thoughts could find no resting-place in her pure
nature. She called to Norman Lovel, gave him the package, and bade him
take it at once to the prison.
Norman placed the package in his bosom, drew his cloak over it, and went
forth one of the heaviest-hearted men ever called upon to undertake a
cruel labor of love. He had stayed away from the prison purposely,
hoping that the governor might yet return; but when the night stole on
with such ruthless certainty, he was preparing to visit the prisoner
with the heart-rending assurance that Sir William Phipps had uttered his
irrevocable decree. There was no hope for her. On the morrow she must
die. Filled with such trouble as youth seldom knows, he took the package
in silence, and went his way.
Norman found Barbara Stafford in her dungeon reading in a prayer-book
which the authorities had permitted her to receive with other articles
of her own property from her trunks in the farm-house. She looked up as
Norman entered, and met his despairing glance with a faint smile.
"I have been expecting you," she said.
"And now I come to say--"
He could not utter the word, but stood before her dumb with anguish.
"That I must suffer to-morrow. Do not grieve; I expected it," she said,
with sweet sadness.
"It is true. The governor is inexorable."
Never to his dying day did he forget the expression of that face when he
told Barbara how hopeless his suit had been. It was like that of a
grieved angel, calm and mournful, but holy with resignation. It seemed
as if her soul were repeating the words of our Saviour, "Father, forgive
them, for they know not what they do!"
Norman sat down by her, but could not speak. He had come himself with
the terrible tidings, hoping to soften her fate by words of soothing and
consolation, but the occasion was too overpowering; he could only sit at
her feet and gaze wistfully into her eyes for the comfort he had lost
all power to give.
After a time the doomed woman made a gentle attempt to soothe him, and
calm the anguish, which was the more terrible because of its stillness.
But the very sound of her voice thrilled him with pain. She saw that he
could not speak. Her hand fell gently on his head, and bending over him
she whispered:
"My son, remember how few years lie between this home and that meeting
which will be all joy. Nay, do not weep so, or you will make me wish to
live."
"Oh, would to God that I could die for you!" cried the young man in a
burst of passionate grief.
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