"How I read this paragraph through--the agony of fear that possessed
me--I cannot tell; but every word of the cruel statement reached my
heart. My husband was dead--lost at sea! I was a widow.
"This mournful knowledge broke up my life. Even my father was terrified
by the state of dejection into which I fell. Thinking that it was only
the promptings of compassion that induced him to take me away from
England, I was grateful. We travelled for years through Europe, into
Egypt and the Holy Land. Sometimes we rested in one place for months and
months together; then again we would make long sea-voyages, and visit
places far remote from the usual course of English travel. Among other
countries we went to Bermuda and the West India islands, taking with us,
on our return, a young person, whose history I have no time to give, but
with whom my after-life has been strangely associated.
"We returned to England only a year ago. My father was an old man then.
I had left youth forever behind, and with it, all hopes of such
happiness as a woman's heart craves most. We had long since ceased to
talk of the past. It was a sealed subject between us, but as my father
drew near the grave, he became more tender and gentle in our
companionship.
"A few weeks after we returned to London, Lord Sefton was taken ill. The
disease ran its course rapidly, and in three days he was on his
death-bed. God forgive the old man! With his last breath he told me of
the terrible fraud that had been practised upon me. My husband was
living. He had achieved all that seemed audacious in his promise, and
had been in England years before to claim his wife. Then another fraud
was perpetrated, and they told him that I was dead.
"My father made this confession in broken gasps. I had no details, and
could scarcely gather the facts out of his imperfect speech. Something
more he would have told me, but death was inexorable, and the secret
died on his white lips.
"Thus, striving to retrieve the evil his pride had occasioned, my father
died and I became a peeress in my own right, the inheritor of more
wealth than I knew how to use. But, far above all, was the certainty
that my husband was alive, and had kept the noble promise of his youth.
"At last, my father, whose pride had widowed me while yet scarcely more
than a child, was laid with the cold and proud of his ancestors, dust
with their dust, and I, the inheritor of his estates, the lady of a
proud line, thought nothing of these things, but, urged by one wild
wish, turned from his very grave and set forth for America, searching
for the husband of my youth--the father of that child which had blessed
me for an hour and disappeared, but whose tomb I had never seen.
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