Barbara Stafford laid her hand on his arm. "I should have kept all this
a secret, and died unknown and unregretted, but for the strange
intelligence that reached me from England in the package Norman Lovel
just brought to my prison. Samuel Parris, I am a mother! My son did not
perish, as they made me believe. They took him from me, in my delirium,
and put him out to nurse near London under a false name. Afterwards he
was placed at school, and in his youth sent to America. For three years
he has been under the roof of his own father. Not two hours ago he knelt
here at my feet and bemoaned my fate. After the cruel work of to-morrow
he will be Earl of Sefton--before that, if you will yield to the wish of
a woman standing close to her grave, he shall become the husband of your
child. It was for this I summoned you--for this I laid bare a heart that
meant to carry its secret to the grave. Look up, my good friend, and
smile. What matters it that a few years are taken from either of our
lives so long as our children are made the happier by it? Our
children--our children! Oh, my friend, my friend! it is of no use
deceiving you. I should so like to live, that he might know that I am
his mother. Pity me! pity me! You have been a parent for years, and I so
little time. Husband and son both left behind, and I must die to-morrow!
Oh, it is hard to bear!"
Samuel Parris covered his face with both hands, and tears streamed over
his withered fingers. "Oh, God! teach me how to act," he prayed; "help
me to save this wronged woman, or permit thy servant to depart with
her!"
Barbara drew the withered hands from his face, and held them firmly.
"Nay, do not weep, old friend; pray earnestly, however, that I may be
prepared for death--life is impossible! I was weak a moment since.
Forget it. I but ask strength to endure."
"But thou shalt not die. He can save thee--and shall."
"But how?"
"I will tell him the truth!"
"Against that solemn promise?"
"It was ignorantly given."
"Nay," she said, "I forbid you to interfere in this. I am content to
suffer the penalty awarded by the court. Others, innocent as I, have
suffered death, and to me sleep will be sweet, even in the grave."
But Samuel Parris would not be persuaded: he put her hands away. Now
Barbara Stafford stood up with a gesture of command.
"Old man, you are a minister of the Most High: tell me if a vow, taken
with the sacred wine and strengthened by the breaking of holy bread, can
be put aside because death stands in the way? This vow I have
taken--never to reveal myself to William Phipps, never to claim him or
recognize him, and to its sanctity you, with your own hands,
administered. In the name of the Most High God, who heard us both, I
charge silence upon you now and forever!"
The old man groaned aloud.
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