"Not lost, old man? I am no longer a boy, and you see how thickly gray
hairs are creeping over my head; but I cannot bear to hear her
mentioned. I know that in heaven nothing perishes; but this earth lost
all its bloom for me when she died. Talk of something else. I would not
have the old grief overwhelm my regret for the sweet wife we buried
three days ago. It shakes my very soul even to think of that crowning
sorrow of my youth. Oh! Parris; she was one of the grandest, most
generous, and loving creatures that ever lived. I could weep like a
child with the bare memory of what I lost and suffered. I can say this
to you now, my faithful friend, without injury to any one. What a life
mine would have been, had she lived to share it with me. Now that I am
alone, these thoughts crowd upon me. I cannot help it, force them back
as I will."
"But I say unto thee, William Phipps, the woman to whom I married thee
that night is alive. Thou hast seen her--held her in thy arms. When thy
hand signed the pardon for Barbara Stafford, it saved the wife of thy
youth!"
"Barbara Stafford? Old friend, do not mock me; I cannot bear it. You are
an imaginative man, I know, and harbor strange fancies; but do not let
them fire a hope in me which after-truth will quench. You look serious,
and wonderfully calm; notwithstanding, I think you are insane, Samuel
Parris."
"Nevertheless, the woman who was tried, condemned, and would have
suffered for sorcery, but for the interposition of friends more generous
than we were, was and is thy wife."
"Was and is my wife? Are you mad, or am I?"
"William! William! look up! how white thou art! Let me wipe the drops
from thy forehead. Nay, nay; these strong hands should not quiver thus.
Let them clasp mine. That is well; now look into these eyes, William,
and read my story there. As the Lord liveth, and as I am his servant,
the wife of thy youth is still living--still loves thee as woman never
before loved man. Dost thou believe me?"
A wonderful expression swept the strong man's face, an ecstasy of hope
broke into his eyes, and parted his lips with such smiles as no human
being had seen there before.
"I do! I do! My wife--my fair young bride. Why, Parris, that stern man
parted us in less than a year. Living! loving! and I--are these tears,
Samuel Parris? Am I a boy again?"
"There, there, my son; drive all these doubts away; for this life has
joy for thee yet, and for her. I tell thee, my son, thy wife, who called
herself Barbara Stafford, is a mate for thee, heart and soul, or for any
man living."
"My love! my wife! Now I understand how it came about that this heart
was so disturbed. But why did she keep away from me?"
"The father, who told thee that thy wife was dead, when thou soughtest
her, practised a double deception, and, till his death, she believed
herself a widow."
"But she was undeceived, and loved me still?" cried Sir William.
"She came to this country in search of her husband, and found him
married to another."
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