Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction
"You loved the gem; you'd love the pebble? Simon, Simon, where is Madame
your mother, where my good friend the Vicar? Ah, where's your virtue,
Simon?"
"Where yours shall be," I cried, seizing and covering her hands in mine.
"Where yours, there mine, and both in love that makes delight and virtue
one." I caught a hand to my lips and kissed it many times. "No sin comes
but by desire," said I, pleading, "and if the desire is no sin, there is
no sin. Come with me! I will fulfil all your desire and make your sin
dead."
She shrank back amazed; this was strange talk to her; yet she left her
hand in mine.
"Come with you? But whither, whither? We are no more in the fields at
Hatchstead."
"We could be again," I cried. "Alone in the fields at Hatchstead."
Even now she hardly understood what I would have, or, understanding,
could not believe that she understood rightly.
"You mean--leave--leave London and go with you? With you alone?"
"Yes--alone with your husband."
She pulled her hand away with a jerk, crying, "You're mad!"
"May be. Let me be mad, and be mad yourself also, sweetheart. If both of
us are mad, what hurt?"
"What, I--I go--I leave the town--I leave the Court? And you?--You're
here to seek your fortune!"
"Mayn't I dream that I've found it?" And again I caught her hand.
After a moment she drew nearer to me; I felt her fingers press mine in
tenderness.
"Poor Simon!" said she with a little laugh. "Indeed he remembers Cydaria
well. But Cydaria, such as she was, even Cydaria is gone. And now I am
not she." Then she laughed again, crying, "What folly!"
"A moment ago you didn't call it folly."
"Then I was doubly a fool," she answered with the first touch of
bitterness. "For folly it is, deep and black. I am not--nay, was I
ever?--one to ramble in green fields all day and go home to a cottage."
"Never," said I. "Nor will be, save for the love of a man you love. Save
for that, what woman has been? But for that, how many!"
"Why, very few," said she with a gentle little laugh. "And of that
few--I am not one. Nay, nor do I--am I cruel?--nor do I love you,
Simon."
"You swear it?"
"But a little--as a friend, an old friend."
"And a dear one?"
"One dear for a certain pleasant folly that he has."
"You'll come?"
"No."
"Why not? But in a day neither you nor I would ask why."
"I don't ask now. There's a regiment of reasons." Her laugh burst out
again; yet her eyes seemed tender.
"Give me one."
"I have given one. I don't love you."
"I won't take it."
"I am what I am."
"You should be what I would make you."
"You're to live at the Court. To serve the Duke of Monmouth, isn't it?"
"What do I care for that? Are there no others?"
"Let go my hand--No, let it go. See now, I'll show you. There's a ring
on it."
"I see the ring."
"A rich one."
"Very rich."
"Simon, do you guess who set it there?"
"He is your King only while you make him such."
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