I found myself reproving him gently. “You should not have told me this,
my dear Professor. Such confidences are locked up in the heart of _un
galant homme_, and are not revealed even to his dearest friend.”
But my voice sounded hollow in my own ears, and what he said for the
next few minutes I do not remember. The little man had told the truth to
me, and Lola had told the truth to him. The realisation of it paralysed
me. Why had I been such a fool as not to see it for myself? Memories of
a hundred indications came tumbling one after another into my head--the
forgotten glove, the glances, the changes of mood, the tears when she
learned of my illness, the mysterious words, the abrupt little “You?” of
yesterday. The woman was in love, deeply in love, in love with all the
fervour of her big nature. And I had stood by and wondered what she
meant by this and by that--things that would have been obvious to a
coalheaver. I thought of Dale and I felt miserably guilty, horribly
ashamed. How could I expect him to believe me when I told him that I had
not wittingly stolen her affections from him. And her affections? _Bon
Dieu_! What on earth could I do with them? What is the use of a woman's
love to a dead man? And did I want it even for the tiny remainder of
life?
Anastasius, perceiving that I paid but scant attention to his
conversation, wriggled off his chair and stood before me with folded
arms.
“You adore each other with a great passion,” he said. “She is my
Madonna, and you are my friend and benefactor. I will be your protection
and defence. I will never let her go away with that infamous, gambling
and murdering scoundrel. My gigantic combinations have matured. I bless
your union.”
He lifted his little arms in benediction. The situation was cruelly
comical. For a moment I hated the mournful-visaged, posturing monkey,
and had a wild desire to throw him out of the window and have done with
him. I rose and, towering over him, was about to lecture him severely on
his impertinent interference, when the sight of his scared face made
me turn away with a laugh. What would be the use of reproaching him? He
would only sit down on the floor and weep. So I paced the room, while he
followed me with his eyes like an uncertain spaniel.
“Look here, Professor,” said I at last. “Now that you've found Captain
Vauvenarde, brought Madame Brandt and him together, and told me that she
is in love with me, don't you think you've done enough? Don't you think
your cats need your attention? Something terrible may be happening to
them. I dreamed last night,” I added with desperate mendacity, “that
they were turned into woolly lambs.”
“Monsieur,” said the dwarf loftily, “my duty is here. And I care not
whether my cats are turned into the angels of Paradise.”
I groaned. “You are wasting a great deal of money over this affair,” I
urged.
“What is money to my gigantic combinations?”
“Tell me,” I cried with considerable impatience. “What are your
confounded combinations?”
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