Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Mother,” Michael appealed, “don’t you think Stella ought not to be so
horribly conceited? I do.”
“Darling Stella,” said Mrs. Fane, “I’m afraid people spoil her. It
isn’t her fault.”
“It must be her fault,” argued Michael.
Michael remembered Miss Carthew’s admonition not to snub
Stella, but he could not help feeling that Miss Carthew herself
would have disapproved of this open vanity. He wished that Miss
Carthew were not now Mrs. Ross and far away in Edinburgh. He
felt almost a responsibility with regard to Stella, a highly
moral sensation of knowing better the world and its pitfalls
than she could. He feared for the effect of its lure upon
Stella and her vanity, and
was very anxious his sister should always comport herself with
credit to her only brother. In his mother’s attitude Michael
seemed to discern a dangerous inclination not to trouble about
Stella’s habit of thought. He resolved, when he and Stella
were alone together, to address his young sister seriously.
Stella’s nonchalance alarmed him more and more deeply as he
began to look back at his own life and to survey his wasted
years. Michael felt he must convince Stella that earnestness
was her only chance.
“You’re growing very fast, Michael,” said his mother one morning.
“Really I think you’re getting too big for Etons.”
Michael critically examined himself in his mother’s toilet-glass and
had to admit that his sleeves looked short and that his braces showed
too easily under his waistcoat. The fact that he could no longer survey
his reflection calmly and that he dreaded to see Stella admire herself
showed him something was wrong.
“Perhaps I’d better get a new suit,” he suggested.
In his blue serge suit, wearing what the shops called a Polo or
Shakespeare collar, Michael felt more at ease, although the sleeves
were now as much too long as lately his old sleeves were too short. The
gravity of this new suit confirmed his impression that age was stealing
upon him and made him the more inclined to lecture Stella. This desire
of his seemed to irritate his mother, who would protest:
“Michael, do leave poor Stella alone. I can’t think why you’ve suddenly
altered. One would think you’d got the weight of the world on your
shoulders.”
“Like Atlas,” commented Michael gloomily.
“I don’t know who it’s like,” said Mrs. Fane. “But it’s very
disagreeable for everybody round you.”
“Michael always thinks he knows about everything,” Stella put
in spitefully.
“Oh, shut up!” growled Michael.
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