Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
_And when they saw him, they worshipped him: but some
doubted._
“Now you see the other boy has started fidgeting with _his_ ,”
complained the young man.
_And, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the
world._ _Amen._
As the lector’s retreating footsteps died away into the choir the words
were burned on Michael’s heart, and for the first time he sang the Nunc
Dimittis with a sense of the privilege of personally addressing
Almighty God. When the Creed was chanted Michael uttered his belief
passionately, and while the Third Collect was being read between the
exalted candles of the acolytes he wondered why never before had the
words struck him with all their power against the fears and fevers of
the night.
_Lighten our darkness, we beseech thee, O Lord; and by thy
great mercy defend us from all perils and dangers of this
night, for the love of thy only Son, our Saviour, Jesus
Christ._ _Amen._
The acolytes lowered their candles to extinguish them:
then they darkened the altar while the hymn was being sung,
and Michael’s friend gave a sigh of relief.
“Perfectly all right,” he whispered.
Michael himself was sorry to see the gradual extinction of the
altar-lights; he had concentrated upon that radiance his new desire of
adoration and a momentary chill fell upon him, as if the fiends without
were gaining strength and fury. All dread and doubt was allayed when,
after the murmured Grace of Our Lord, the congregation and the choir
and the officiant knelt in a silent prayer. The wind still shrieked and
thundered: the gas-jets waved uneasily above the huddled forms of the
worshippers: but over all that incense-clouded gloom lay a spirit of
tranquillity. Michael said the Our Father to himself and allowed his
whole being to expand in a warmth of surrender. The purification of
sincere prayer, voiced more by his attitude of mind than by any spoken
word, made him infinitely at peace with life.
When the choir and clergy had filed out and the sacristan like an old
rook came limping down the aisle to usher the congregation forth into
the dark wind of Bartlemy-tide, Michael’s friend said:
“Wait just a minute. I want to speak to Father Moneypenny for a moment,
and then we can walk back together.”
Michael nodded, and presently his friend came back from the sacristy
with Father Moneypenny in cassock and biretta, looking like the
photographs of clergymen that Michael remembered in Nurse’s album long
ago.
“So you enjoyed the Evensong?” enquired the priest. “Capital! You must
come to Mass next Sunday. There will be a procession. By the way,
Prout, perhaps your young friend would help us. We shall want extra
torch-boys.”
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