Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
At school the fever of the examination made Michael desperate
with the best intentions. He almost learned the translations of
Thucydides and Sophocles, of Horace and Cicero. He knew by
heart a meanly written Roman History, and no passage in
Corneille could hold an invincible word. Cricket was never
played that summer by the Middle Fifth; it was more useful to
wander in corners of the field, murmuring continually the
tables of the Kings of Judah from Maclear’s sad-hued abstract
of Holy Scripture. In the end Michael passed in Greek and
Latin, in French and Divinity and Roman History, even in
Algebra and
Euclid, but the arithmetical problems of a Stockbroker, a
Paper-hanger and a Housewife made all the rest of his
knowledge of no account, and Michael failed to see beside his
name in the school list that printed bubble which would refer
him to the tribe of those who had satisfied the examiners for
the Oxford and Cambridge Higher Certificate. This failure
depressed Michael, not because he felt implicated in any
disgrace, but because he wished very earnestly that he had not
wasted so many hours of fine weather in work. He made up his
mind that the mistake should never be repeated, and for the
rest of his time at St. James’ he resisted all set books. If
Demosthenes was held necessary, Michael would read Plato, and
when Cicero was set, Michael would feel bound to read Livy.
Michael looked back on the year with dissatisfaction, and wondered if
school was going to become more and more boring each new term for nine
more terms. The prospect was unendurably grey, and Michael felt that
life was not worth living. He talked over with Mr. Viner the flatness
of existence on the evening after the result of the examination was
known.
“I swotted like anything,” said Michael gloomily. “And what’s the good?
I’m sick of everything.”
The priest’s eyes twinkled, as he plunged deeper into his wicker
arm-chair and puffed clouds of smoke towards the comfortable shelves of
books.
“You want a holiday,” he remarked.
“A holiday?” echoed Michael fretfully. “What’s the good of a holiday
with my mater at some beastly seaside place?”
“Oh, come,” said the priest, smiling. “You’ll be able to probe the
orthodoxy of the neighbouring clergy.”
“Oh, no really, it’s nothing to laugh at, Mr. Viner. You’ve no
idea how beastly it is to dawdle about in a crowd
of people, and then at the end go back to another term of
school. I’m sick of everything. Will you lend me Lee’s
Dictionary of Ecclesiastical Terms?” added Michael in a voice
that contained no accent of hope.
“I’ll lend you anything you like, my dear boy,” said the priest, “on
one condition.”
“What’s that?”
“Why, that you’ll admit life holds a few grains of consolation.”
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