Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
These were still days bedewed with the approach of Autumn; milkwhite at
morn and at noon breathless with a silver intensity that yearned
upwards against an azure too ethereal, they floated sadly into night
with humid, intangible draperies of mist. These were days that forbade
Michael to walk afield, and that with haunting, autumnal birdsong held
him in a trance. He would find himself at the day’s end conscious of
nothing but a remembrance of new stubble trodden mechanically with
languors attendant, and it was only by a great effort that he brought
himself to converse with the monks working among the harvest or for the
Nativity of the Blessed Virgin to pick heavy white chrysanthemums from
the stony garden of the Abbey.
Michael was the only guest staying in the Abbey on the vigil, and he
sat almost in the entrance of the quire between the drawn curtains, not
very much unlike the devout figure of some youthful donor in an old
Italian picture, sombre against the blazing Vespers beyond. Michael was
always hoping for a direct manifestation from above to reward the
effort of faith, although he continually reproved himself for this
desire and flouted his weakness. He used to gaze into the candles until
they actually did seem to burn with angelic eyes that made his heart
leap in expectation of the sign awaited; but soon fancy would betray
him, and they would become candles again merely flickering.
On this September dusk there were crimson shadows of sunset
deepening to purple in the corners of the chapel;
the candles were very bright; the brethren in the stalls sang
with austere fervour; the figure of Dom Cuthbert veiled from
awkwardness by the heavy white cope moved before the altar
during the censing of the Magnificat with a majesty that
filled the small quire; the thurible tinkled its perfumed
harmonies; and above the contentment of the ensuing hush
blackbirds were heard in the garden or seen slipping to and
fro like shadows across the windows.
Michael at this moment realized that there was a seventh monk in the
quire, and wondered vaguely how he had failed to notice this new-comer
before. Immediately after being made aware of his presence he caught
the stranger’s eye, and blushed so deeply that to cover his confusion
he turned over the pages of a psalter. Curiosity made him look up
again, but the new monk was devoutly wrapped in contemplation, nor did
Michael catch his eye again during the Office. At supper he enquired
about the new-comer of Dom Gilbert, who reproved him for
inquisitiveness, but told him he was called Brother Aloysius. Again at
Compline Michael caught his glance, and for a long time that night in
the darkness he saw the eyes of Brother Aloysius gleaming very blue.
On the next day Michael, wandering by the edge of the hazel coppice,
came upon Brother Aloysius with deep-stained mouth and hands gathering
blackberries.
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