Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The effect of his transference to the History Sixth made Michael more
decadent than ever, for the atmosphere of his new class encouraged him
along the orchidaceous path pointed out by Arthur Wilmot. He was not
now decadent from any feeling of opposition to established things, but
he was decadent from conviction of the inherent rightness of such a
state. At first the phase had manifested itself in outward signs, a
little absurdly; now his actual point of view was veering into accord
with the externals.
Sunday was a day at Edwardes Square from which Michael returned
almost phosphorescent with decay. Sunday was the day on which
Mr. Wilmot gathered from all over London specimens of
corruption that fascinated Michael with their exotic and
elaborate behaviour. Nothing seemed worth while in such an
assembly except a novel affectation. Everything was a pose. It
was a pose to be effeminate in speech and gesture; it was a
pose to
drink absinthe; it was a pose to worship the devil; it was a
pose to buy attenuated volumes of verse at an unnatural price,
for the sake of owning a sonnet that was left out in the
ordinary edition; it was a pose to admire pictures that to
Michael at first were more like wall-papers than pictures; it
was really a pose to live at all. Conversation at these
delicate entertainments was like the conversations overheard
in the anterooms of private asylums. Everyone was very willowy
in his movements, whether he were smoking or drinking or
looking for a box of matches. Michael attempted to be willowy
at school once, but gave it up on being asked if he had fleas.
One of the main charms at first of these Sunday afternoon gatherings
was the way in which, one after another, every one of the guests would
take Michael aside and explain how different he (the guest) was from
all the rest of humanity. Michael was flattered, and used to become
very intense and look very soul-searching, and interject sympathetic
exclamations until he discovered that the confidant usually proceeded
to another corner of the room to entrust someone else with his
innermost heart. He became cynical after a while, especially when he
found that the principal points of difference from the rest of the
world were identical in every one of the numerous guests who sought his
counsel and his sympathy.
However, he never became cynical enough to distrust the whole school of
thought and admit that Father Viner’s contempt was justifiable. If ever
he had any doubts, he was consoled by assuring himself that at any rate
these new friends were very artistic, and how important it was to be
artistic no one could realize who was not at school.
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