Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Well, that’s damned good, considering you haven’t played for two
years,” Alan vowed.
And as he spoke Michael wondered if Alan had ever wished for his
company in the many stressful games from which he had been absent.
Michael now became one of that group of happy immortals in the
entrance-hall, whose attitudes of noble ease graced the hot-water pipes
below the ‘board’ on which the news of the school fluctuated daily.
This society, to which nothing gave admission but a profound sense of
one’s own right to enter it, varied from time to time only in details.
As a whole composition it was immutable, as permanent, as decorative
and as appropriate as the frieze of the Parthenon. From twenty minutes
past nine until twenty-seven minutes past nine, from twenty-five
minutes past eleven until twenty-eight minutes past eleven, from ten
minutes to three until two minutes to three the heroes of the school
met in a large familiarity whose Olympian laughter awed the fearful
small boy that flitted uneasily past and chilled the slouching senior
that rashly paused to examine the notices in assertion of an unearned
right. Even masters entering through the swinging doors seemed glad to
pass beyond the range of the heroes’ patronizing contemplation.
Michael found a pedestal here, and soon idealized the heedless
stupidity of these immortals into a Lacedemonian rigour which
seemed to him very fine. He accepted their unimaginative
standards, their coarseness, their brutality
as virtues, and in them he saw the consummation of all that
England should cherish. He successfully destroyed a legend
that he was clever, and though at first he found it difficult
to combat the suspicion of æsthetic proclivities and religious
eccentricity, even of poetic ambitions which overshadowed his
first welcome, he was at last able to get these condoned as a
blemish upon an otherwise diverting personality with a tongue
nimble enough to make heroes guffaw. Moreover, he was a friend
of Alan, who with his slim disdain and perfectly stoic bearing
was irreproachable, and since Michael frankly admired his new
friends, and since he imparted just enough fantasy to their
stolid fellowship to lend it a faint distinction, he was very
soon allowed to preserve a flavour of oddity, and became in
time arbiter of whatever elegance they could claim. Michael on
his side was most anxious to conform to every prejudice of the
Olympians, esteeming their stolidity far above his own natural
demeanour, envious too of their profoundly ordinary point of
view and their commonplace expression of it.
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