Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
But soon there came the news of fresh defeats, and when in the middle
of January school reassembled there were actually figures missing from
the familiar composition itself. Actually contemporary heroes had left,
had enlisted in the Volunteers and Yeomanry, were even now waiting for
orders and meantime self-consciously wandering round the school-grounds
in militant khaki. Sandhurst and Woolwich candidates passed with
incredible ease; boys were coming to school in mourning; Old Jacobeans
died bravely, and their deaths were recorded in the school magazine;
one Old Jacobean gained the Victoria Cross, and everyone walked from
prayers very proudly upon that day.
Michael was still conventionally patriotic, but sometimes
with the progress of the war a doubt would creep into his mind
whether this increasing blazonry of a country’s emotion were
so fine as once he had thought it, whether England were losing
some of her self-control under reverses, and, worst of all,
whether in her victories she were becoming blatant. He
remembered how he had been sickened by the accounts of
American hysteria during the war with Spain, whose weaker
cause, true to his earliest inclinations, he had been
compelled to champion. And now when the tide was turning in
England’s favour, when every other boy came to school wearing
a khaki tie quartered with blue or red and some of them even
came tricked out with Union Jack waistcoats, when the wearing
of a British general’s head on a button and the hissing of
Kruger’s name at a pantomime were signs of high emotion, when
many wastrels of his acquaintance had uniforms, and when the
patriotism of their friends consisted of making these
undignified supernumeraries drunk, Michael began to wonder
whether war conducted by a democracy had ever been much more
than a circus for the populace.
And when one bleak morning in early spring he read in a fatal column
that Captain Kenneth Ross had been killed in action, his smouldering
resentment blazed out, and as he hurried to school with sickened heart
and eyes in a mist of welling tears, he could have cursed everyone of
the rosetted patriots for whose vainglory such a death paid the price.
Alan, as he expected, was not at school, and Michael spent a restless,
miserable morning. He hated the idea of discussing the news with his
friends of the hot-water pipes, and when one by one the unimaginative,
flaccid comments flowed easily forth upon an event that was too great
for them even to hear, much less to speak of, Michael’s rage burst
forth:
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