Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“How urgent! You speak like Phaeton or Icarus, and pray remember the
calamities that befell them. But seriously, when are you coming to see
me?”
“Oh, I’m rather busy,” said Michael briefly.
Wilmot looked at him curiously with his glittering eyes for a moment.
Then he spoke again:
“Farewell, Narcissus. Have you learnt that I was but a shallow pool in
which to watch your reflection? Did I flatter you too much or not
enough? Who shall say? But you know I’m always your friend, and when
this love-affair is done, I shall always be interested to hear the
legend of it told movingly when and where you will, but perhaps best of
all in October when the full moon lies like a huge apricot upon the
chimneys of the town. Farewell, Narcissus. Does she display your graces
very clearly?”
“I’m not in love with anybody, if that’s what you mean,” said Michael.
“No? But you are on the margin of a strange pool, and soon you will be
peeping over the bulrushes to stare at yourself again.”
Then Mr. Wilmot, making his pontifical and undulatory adieu, passed on.
“Silly ass!” said Michael to himself. “And he always thinks he knows
everything.”
Michael turned out of the noisy main road into the sylvan
urbanity of Holland Walk. A haze of tender diaphanous green
clung to the boles of the smirched elms, softening the sooty
decay that made their antiquity so grotesque and so
dishonourable. Michael sat down for a while on a bench,
inhaling the immemorial perfume of a London spring and
listening to the loud courtship of the blackbirds in the ragged
shrubberies that lined the railings of Holland Park. He was not
made any the more content with himself by this effluence of
revivified effort
that impregnated the air around him. He was out of harmony
with every impulse of the season, and felt just as tightly
fettered now as long ago he used to feel on waits by this same
line of blackened trees with Nurse to quell his lightest step
towards freedom. Where was Nurse now? The pungent odour of
privet blown along a dying wind of March was quick with old
memories of forbidden hiding-places, and he looked up, half
expectant of her mummified shape peering after his straying
steps round the gnarled and blackened trunk of the nearest
elm. Michael rose quickly and went on his way towards Notting
Dale. This Holland Walk had always been a haunted spot, not at
all a place to hearten one, especially where at the top it
converged to a silent passage between wooden palings whose
twinkling interstices and exudations of green slime had always
been queerly sinister. Even now Michael was glad when he could
hear again the noise of traffic in the Bayswater Road. As he
walked on towards Mr. Viner’s house he gave rein to fanciful
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