Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The passion-flower at Esdraelon had grown considerably, but
that was the only thing which showed any signs of expansion,
unless Mr. Prout’s engagement to be married could be accepted
as evidence of expansion. Michael thought it had a contrary
effect, and whether from that cause or from his own increased
age he found poor Prout sadly dull. It was depressing to hear
that unpleasantness was expected at the Easter vestry that
year; Michael could not recall any year in which that had not
been the case. It was depressing to learn that the People’s
Churchwarden was still opposed to the Assumption. It was most
depressing of all to be informed that Prout saw no prospect of
being married for at least five years. Michael, having failed
with Prout, tried to recapture the emotion of his first
religious experience at St. Bartholomew’s. But the church that
had once seemed so inspiring now struck him as dingily and
poorly designed, without any of the mystery which once had made
it beautiful. He wondered if everything that formerly had
appealed to his imagination were going to turn out dross, and
he made an expedition to Christchurch Priory to test this idea.
Here he was relieved to find himself able to recapture the
perfect
thrill of his first visit, and he spent a rich day wandering
between the grey church and the watery meadows near by, about
whose plashy levels the green rushes were springing up in the
fleecy April weather.
Michael concluded that all impermanent emotions of beauty proved that
it was merely the emotion which had created an illusion of beauty, and
he was glad to have discovered for himself a touchstone for his
æsthetic judgments in the future. He would have liked to see Alan in
the cloistral glooms of the Priory, and thought how he would have
enhanced with his own eternity of classic shape the knights and ladies
praying there. Michael sympathized with the trousered boy whom Flaxman,
contrary to every canon, might almost be said to have perpetrated. He
felt slightly muddled between classic and romantic art, and could not
make up his mind whether Flaxman’s attempt or the mediæval sculptor’s
achievement were worthier of admiration. He tried to apply his own
test, and came to the conclusion that Flaxman was really all wrong. He
decided that he only liked the trousered boy because the figure gave
him sentimental pleasure, and he was sure that true classical art was
not sentimental. Finally he got himself in a complete muddle, sitting
among these hollow chantries and pondering art’s evaluations; so he
left the Priory behind him, and went dreamily through the water-meadows
under the spell of a simple beauty that needed no analysis. Oxford
would be like this, he thought; a place of bells and singing streams
and towers against the horizon.
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