Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Some people can,” said Michael darkly. “There’s rather a good place to
sit over there,” he added, pointing to a broken gate that marked the
entrance to an oak wood, and he faintly touched the sleeve of
Kathleen’s blouse to guide her towards the chosen spot.
Then they sat leaning against the gate, she idly plucking
sun-faded primroses, he brooding upon the nearness of her hand.
In such universal placidity it could not be wrong to hold that
hand wasting itself amid small energies. Without looking into
her eyes, without turning his gaze from the great tranquil
water before him, Michael took her hand in his so lightly that
save for the pulsing of his heart he scarcely knew he held it.
So he sat breathless,
enduring pins and needles, tolerating the uncertain pilgrimage
of ants rather than move an inch and break the yielding spell
which made her his.
“Are you holding my hand?” she asked, after they had sat a long while
pensively.
“I suppose I am,” said Michael. Then he turned and with full-blooded
cheeks and swimming eyes met unabashed Kathleen’s demure and faintly
mocking glance.
“Do you think you ought to?” she enquired.
“I haven’t thought anything about that,” said Michael. “I simply
thought I wanted to.”
“You’re rather old for your age,” she went on, with an inflection of
teazing surprize in her soft voice. “How old are you?”
“Seventeen,” said Michael simply.
“Goodness!” cried Kathleen, withdrawing her hand suddenly. “And I
wonder how old you think I am?”
“I suppose you’re about twenty-five.”
Kathleen got up and said in a brisk voice that destroyed all Michael’s
bravery, “Come, let’s be getting back. Norah will be thinking I’m
lost.”
Just when they were nearing the outskirts of Branksome, Kathleen
dismounted suddenly and said:
“I suppose you’ll be surprized when I tell you I’m engaged to be
married?”
“Are you?” faltered Michael; and the road swam before him.
“At least I’m only engaged secretly, because my fiancé is poor. He’s
coming down soon. I’d like you to meet him.”
“I should like to meet him very much,” said Michael politely.
“You won’t tell anybody what I’ve told you?”
“Good Lord, no. Perhaps I might be of some use,” said Michael.
“You know, in arranging meetings.”
“Eh, you’re a nice boy,” exclaimed Kathleen suddenly.
And Michael was not perfectly sure whether he thought himself a hero or
a martyr.
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