Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Michael shook his head and smiled, wondering whether he did
really wish to ask her a question, whether he would be relieved
to know what attitude she would adopt towards his adventure.
With so stirring a word did he enhance what otherwise would
have seemed base. His mother evidently was aware of a tension
in this ridiculously circumscribed railway-carriage. Would it
be released if he were to inform her frankly of what had
happened, or would
such, an admission be an indiscretion from which their
relationship would never recover? After all she was his
mother, and there must positively exist in her inmost self the
power of understanding what he had done. Some part of the
impulse which had actuated his behaviour would surely find a
root in the heart of the handsome woman who travelled with
such becoming repose on the seat opposite to him. He forgot to
bother about himself in this sudden new pleasure of
observation that seemed to endow him with undreamed-of
opportunities of distraction and, what was more important,
with a stable sense of his own individuality. How young his
mother looked! Until now he had taken her youth for granted,
but she must be nearly forty. It was scarcely credible that
this tall slim creature with the proud, upcurving mouth and
lustrous grey eyes was his own mother. He thought of his
friends’ homes that were presided over by dumpy women in black
silk with greying hair. Even Alan’s mother, astonishingly
pretty though she was, seemed in the picture he conjured of
her to look faded beside his own.
And while he was pondering his mother’s beauty, the train reached the
station at which they must alight for Basingstead. There was Alan in
white flannels on the platform, there too was Mrs. Ross; and as she
greeted his mother Michael’s thoughts went back to the day he saw these
two come together at Carlington Road, and by their gracious encounter
drive away the shadow of Nurse.
“I vote we walk,” said Alan. “Mrs. Fane and Aunt Maud can drive in the
pony-chaise, and then your luggage can all come up at once in the
cart.”
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