Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
misgiving he asked himself whether he had outgrown their
friendship, and partly to test, but chiefly to allay his dread,
he took Alan’s arm with a gesture of almost fierce possession.
He was relieved to find that Alan’s touch was still primed with
consolation, that companionship with him still soothed the
turbulence of his own spirit reaching out to grasp what could
never be expressed in words, and therefore could never be
grasped. Michael was seized with a longing to urge Alan to grow
up more quickly, to make haste lest he should be left behind by
his adventurous friend. Michael remembered how he used to dread
being moved up, hating to leave Alan in a class below him, how
he had deliberately dallied to allow Alan to overtake him. But
idleness in school-work was not the same as idleness in
experience of life, and unless Alan would quickly grow up, he
knew that he must soon leave him irremediably behind. It was
distressing to reflect that Alan would be shocked by the
confidence which he longed to impose upon him, and it was
disquieting to realize that these last summer holidays of
school, however complete with the quiet contentment of familiar
pleasures, would for himself grow slowly irksome with deferred
excitement.
But as the green miles slowly unfolded themselves, as the
dauntless yellow amoret still swung from a lissome stem, as
Alan spoke of the river and the grey tower on the hill, Michael
saw the fretful colours of the Exhibition grow dim; and when
dreaming in the haze of the slumberous afternoon they perceived
the village and heard the mysterious murmur of human
tranquillity, Michael’s heart overflowed with gratitude for the
sight of Alan by his side. Then the church-clock that struck a
timeless hour sounded for him one of those moments whose
significance would resist eternally whatever lying experience
should endeavour to assail the truth which had made of one
flashing scene a revelation.
Michael was ineffably refreshed by his vision of the imperishable
substance of human friendship, and he could not but jeer at himself now
for having a little while back put Alan into the domain of objects
inanimate.
“There’s your cottage,” said Alan. “It’s practically next door to
Cobble Place. Rather decent, eh?”
Michael could not say how decent he thought it, nor how decent he
thought Alan.
“I vote we go up the river after tea,” he suggested.
“Rather,” said Alan. “I expect you’ll come round to tea with us. Don’t
be long unpacking.”
“I shan’t, you bet,” said Michael.
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