Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Meanwhile to-morrow was Wednesday, the mate of Saturday and certainly
of all the days in the week his second favourite. Monday, of course,
was vile. Tuesday was colourless. Thursday was nearly as bad as Monday.
Friday was irksome and only a little less insipid than Tuesday. Sunday
had many disadvantages. Saturday was without doubt the best day, and
Wednesday was next best, for though it was not a half-holiday, as long
ago it had been at Randell House, still it had never quite lost its
suggestion of holiday. Wednesday—the very word said slowly had a rich
individuality. Wednesday—how promptly it sprang to the lips for any
occasion of festivity that did not require full-blown reckless
Saturday. Monday was dull red. Tuesday was cream-coloured. Thursday was
dingy purple. Friday was a harsh scarlet, but Wednesday was vivid
apple-green, or was it a clear cool blue? One or the other.
So, tantalizing himself by not allowing a single thought of
Lily while he was undressing, Michael achieved bed very
easily. Here all trivialities were dismissed, and like one who
falls asleep when a star is shining through his window-pane
Michael fell asleep, with Lily radiant above the horizon.
It was rather a disappointing Wednesday, for Lily said she could not
stay out more than a minute, since her mother was indoors and would
wonder what she was doing. However on Saturday she would see Michael
again, and announce to her mother that she was going to see him, so
that on Sunday Michael could be invited to tea.
“And then if mother likes you, why, you can often come in,” Lily
pointed out. “That is, if you want to.”
“Saturday,” sighed Michael.
“Well, don’t spoil the few minutes we’ve got by being miserable.”
“But I can’t kiss you.”
“Think how much nicer it will be when we can kiss,” said Lily
philosophically.
“I don’t believe you care a damn whether we kiss or not,” said Michael.
“Don’t I?” murmured Lily, quickly touching his hand and as quickly
withdrawing it to the prison of the muff.
“Ah, do you, Lily?” Michael throbbed out.
“Of course. Now I must go. Good-bye. Don’t forget Saturday in the
Gardens, where we met last time. Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye!” She was
running from him backwards, forbidding with a wave his sudden step
towards her. “No, if you dare to move, I shan’t meet you on Saturday.
Be good, be good.”
By her corner she paused, stood on tiptoe for one provocative instant,
blew a kiss, laughed her elfin laugh and vanished more swift than any
Ariel.
“Damn!” cried Michael sorely, and forthwith set out to walk
round West Kensington at five miles an hour, until his chagrin,
his disappointment and his heartsick emptiness
were conquered, or at any rate sufficiently humbled to make
him secure against unmanly tears.
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