Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The hall seemed full of footmen, one of whom took Michael’s hat and
another of whom led the way up a wide soft staircase that smelt like
the inside of the South Kensington Museum. All the way up, the walls
were hung with enormous pictures of men in white wigs. Presently they
stood in the largest room Michael had ever entered, a still white room
full of golden furniture. Michael had barely recovered his breath from
astonishment at the size of the room, when he saw another room round
the corner, in which a man was sitting by a great fire. When the
footman had left the room very quietly, this man got up and held Mrs.
Fane’s hand for nearly a minute. Then he looked at Michael, curiously,
Michael thought, so curiously as to make him blush.
“And this is the boy?” the gentleman asked.
Michael thought his mother spoke very funnily, as if she were
just going to cry, when she answered:
“Yes, this is Michael.”
“My God, Valérie,” said the man, “it makes it harder than ever.”
Michael took the opportunity to look at this odd man and tried to think
where he had seen him before. He was sure he had seen him somewhere.
But every time just as he had almost remembered, a mist came over the
picture he was trying to form, so that he could not remember.
“Well, Michael,” said the gentleman, “you don’t know who I am.”
“Ah, don’t, Charles,” said Mrs. Fane.
“Well, he’s not so wise as all that,” laughed the gentleman.
Michael thought it was a funny laugh, more sad than cheerful.
“This is Lord Saxby,” said Mrs. Fane.
“I say, my name is Saxby,” Michael exclaimed.
“Nonsense,” said Lord Saxby, “I don’t believe it.”
“It is really. Charles Michael Saxby Fane.”
“Well, that’s a very strange thing,” said Lord Saxby.
“Yes, I think it’s awfully funny,” Michael agreed. “Because I never
heard of anyone called Saxby. My name’s Charles too. Only, of course,
that’s quite a common name. But nobody at our school knows I’m called
Saxby except a boy called Buckley who’s an awful beast. We don’t tell
our Christian names, you know. If a chap lets out his Christian name he
gets most frightfully ragged by the other chaps. Chaps think you’re an
awfully silly ass if you let out your Christian name.”
Michael was finding it very easy to talk.
“I must hear some more about this wonderful school,” Lord Saxby
declared.
Then followed a delightful conversation in which due justice
was done to the Macalister twins and to Norton, and to the life
they shared with Michael.
“By gad, Valérie, he ought to go to Eton, you know,” declared Lord
Saxby, turning to Michael’s mother.
“No, no. I’m sure you were right, when you said St. James’,” persisted
Mrs. Fane.
“Perhaps I was,” Lord Saxby sighed. “Well, Valérie—not again. It’s too
damnably tantalizing.”
“I thought just once while he was still small,” said Mrs. Fane softly.
“Photographs are so unsatisfactory. And you haven’t yet heard Stella
play.”
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