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“I haven’t made up my mind one way or the other about Christianity,”
Michael said. “But when I do I won’t try to include everybody, to say
to every talkative young Pragmatist with Schiller’s last book in his
pocket, ‘come inside, you’re really one of us.’ I shan’t invite every
callow biologist to hear Mass just because a Cowley Dad sees nothing in
the last article on spontaneous generation that need dismay the
faithful. I’m getting rather fed up with toleration, really; the only
people with any fanaticism now are the rationalists. It’s quite
exhilarating sometimes to see the fire of disbelief glowing in the eyes
of a passionate agnostic.”
“Our Lord Himself was very tolerant,” said Viner.
“Yes, tolerant to the weaknesses of the flesh, tolerant to the woman
taken in adultery, tolerant to the people without wine at Cana, but he
hadn’t much use for people who didn’t believe just as He believed.”
“Isn’t it rather risky to slam the door in the face of the modern man?”
“But, Mr. Viner,” Michael protested, “you can’t betray the myriads of
the past because the individual of to-day finds his faith too weak to
sustain him in their company, because the modern man wants to reëdit
spiritual truths just as he has been able to reëdit a few physical
facts that apparently stand the test of practical experiment. While men
have been rolling along intoxicated by the theory of physical
evolution, they may have retrograded spiritually.”
“Of course, of course,” the priest agreed. “By the way, your faith
seems to be resisting the batterings of external progress very stoutly.
I’m glad, old chap.”
“I’m not sure that I have much faith, but I certainly haven’t given up
hope,” Michael said gravely. “I think, you know, that hope, which is
after all a theological virtue, has never had justice at the hands of
the theologians. Oh, lord, I wish earnest young believers weren’t so
smug and timid. Or else I wish that I didn’t feel the necessity of
coordinating my opinions and accepting Christianity as laid down by the
Church. I should love to be a sort of Swedenborgian with all sorts of
fanciful private beliefs. But I want to force everything within the
convention. I hate Free Thought, Free Love, and Free Verse, and yet I
hate almost equally the stuffy people who have never contemplated the
possibility of their merit. Do you ever read a paper called The
Spectator? Now I believe in what The Spectator stands for, and I admire
its creed enormously, but the expression of its opinions makes me spue.
If only earnest young believers wouldn’t treat Almighty God with the
same sort of proprietary air that schoolgirls use toward a favorite
mistress.”
“Michael, Michael!” cried Viner, “where are you taking me with your
coördinating impulses and your Spectators and your earnest young
believers? What undergraduate paradox are you trying to wield against
me? Remember, I’ve been down nearly twenty years. I can no longer turn
mental somersaults. I thought you implied _you_ were a believer.”
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