Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
What had happened to Stella during this last year? She had lost nearly
all her old air of detachment. Formerly a radiance of gloriously
unpassionate energy had shielded her from any close contact with the
vulgar or hectic or merely ordinary life round her. Michael had doubted
once or twice the wisdom of smoking cigars and had feared that artistic
license of speech and action might be carried too far, but, looking
back on his earlier opinion of Stella, he realized he had only been
doubtful on his own account. He had never really thought she ran the
least danger of doing anything more serious in its consequence than
would have been enough to involve him or his mother in a brief
embarrassment. Now, though he was at a loss to explain how he was aware
of the change, she had become vulnerable. With this new aspect of her
suddenly presented, he began to watch Stella with a trace of anxiety.
He was worried that she seemed so restless, so steadily bored in
London. He mistrusted the brightening of her eyes, when she spoke of
soon going back to Vienna. Then came a week when Stella was much
occupied with speculations about the Austrian post, and another week
when she was perturbed by what she seemed anxious to suppose its
vagaries. A hint from Michael that there was something more attractive
in Vienna than a new technique of the piano made her very angry; and
since she had always taken him into her confidence before, he tried to
persuade himself that his suspicion was absurd and to feel tremendously
at ease when Stella packed up in a hurry and went back with scarcely
two days’ warning of her departure to Vienna.
It was a sign of the new intimacy of relation between himself and his
mother that Michael was able to approach naturally the subject of
Stella’s inquietude.
“My dear boy, I’m just as much worried as you are,” Mrs. Fane assured
him. “I suppose I ought to have been much more unpleasant than I can
ever bear to make myself. No doubt I ought to have forbidden her quite
definitely to go back—or perhaps I should have insisted on going back
with her. Though I don’t know what I would have done in Vienna. They
make pastry there, don’t they? I daresay there are very good
tea-shops.”
“I think it would have been better,” said Michael firmly. Mrs. Fane
turned to him with a shrug of helplessness.
“My dear boy, you know how very unpleasant Stella can be when she is
crossed. Really very unpleasant indeed. Girls are so much more
difficult to manage than boys. And they begin by being so easy. But
after eighteen every month brings a new problem. Their clothes, you
know. And of course their behavior.”
“It’s quite obvious what’s the matter,” said Michael. “Funny thing.
I’ve never concerned myself very much with Stella’s love-affairs
before, but this time she seemed less capable of looking after
herself.”
“Would you like to go out to Vienna?” she suggested.
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