Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Although in the face of Alan’s prejudice Michael had felt very strongly
that Mrs. Ross had done well by her change of communion, or rather by
her submission to a communion, for he never could remember her as
perfervid in favor of any before, at the same time to himself he rather
regretted the step, since it destroyed for him that idea he had kept of
her as one who stood gravely holding the balance. He dreaded a little
the effect upon her of a sudden plunge into Catholicism, just as he had
felt uneasy when eight or nine years ago Alan had first propounded the
theory of his uncle being in love with her. Michael remembered how the
suggestion had faintly shocked his conception of Miss Carthew. It was a
little disconcerting to have to justify herself to Nancy, or indeed to
anyone. It seemed to weaken her status. Moreover, his own
deep-implanted notion of “going over to Rome” as the act of a weakling
and a weather-cock was hard to allay. His own gray image of Pallas
Athene seemed now to be decked with meretricious roses. He was curious
to know what his mother would think about the news. Mrs. Fane received
it as calmly as if he had told her Mrs. Ross had taken up palmistry; to
her Catholicism was only one of the numberless fads that made life
amusing. As for Stella, she did not comment on the news at all. She was
too much occupied with the diversions of the autumn season. Yet Stella
was careful to impress on Michael that her new mode of life had not
been dictated by any experience in Vienna.
“Don’t think I’m drowning care,” she wrote. “I made a damned fool of
myself and luckily you’re almost the only person who knows anything
about it. I’ve wiped it out as completely as a composition I’ve learned
and played and done with. Really I find this pottering life that mother
and I lead very good for my music. I’m managing to store up a reserve
of feeling. The Schumann recitals were in some ways my best efforts so
far. Just now I’m absolutely mad about dancing and fencing; and as
mother’s life is entirely devoted to the theory of physical culture at
this exact moment, we’re both happy.”
Michael told Alan what Stella said about dancing and fencing, and he
was therefore not surprised when Alan informed him, with the air of one
who really has discovered something truly worth while, that there was a
Sword club at Oxford.
“Hadn’t you better join as well next term?” he suggested. “Rather good
ecker, I fancy.”
“Much better than golf,” said Michael.
“Oh, rather,” Alan agreed, in lofty innocence of any hidden allusion to
his resolve of last summer.
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