Bildungsromans; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Michael watched this favorite of his sister all through the evening. He
tried to think that Ayliffe’s cigarette-stained fingers were not so
very unpleasant, that Ayliffe’s cadaverous exterior was just a noble
melancholy, that Ayliffe’s high pointed head did not betray an almost
insufferable self-esteem, and, what was the hardest task of all, he
tried to persuade himself that Ayliffe’s last portrait of Stella had
not transformed his splendidly unconcerned sister into a self-conscious
degenerate.
“How do you like George’s picture of Stella?”
The direct inquiry close to his ear startled Michael. He had been
leaning back in his chair, listening vaguely to the hum of the guests’
conversation and getting from it nothing more definite than a sense of
the extraordinary ease of social intercourse under these conditions.
Looking round, he saw that Clarissa Vine had come to sit next to him
and he felt half nervous of this concentrated gaze that so evidently
betokened a determination to probe life and art and incidentally
himself to the very roots.
“I think it’s a little thin, don’t you?” said Clarie.
Michael hated to have his opinion of a painting invited, and he
resented the painter’s jargon that always seemed to apply equally to
the subject and the medium. It was impossible to tell from Miss Vine’s
question whether she referred to Stella’s figure or to Ayliffe’s
expenditure upon paint.
“I don’t think it’s very like Stella,” Michael replied, and consoled
himself for the absence of subtlety or cleverness in such an answer by
the fact that at least it was a direct statement of what he thought.
“I know what you mean,” said Clarissa, nodding seriously.
Michael hoped that she did. He could not conceive an affirmation of
personal opinion delivered more plainly.
“You mean he’s missed the other Stella,” said Clarissa.
Michael bowed remotely. He told himself that contradiction or even
qualified agreement would be too dangerous a proceeding with a person
of Clarissa’s unhumorous earnestness.
“I said so when I first saw it,” cried Clarissa triumphantly. “I said,
‘my god, George, you’ve only given us half of her!’”
Michael took a furtive glance at the portrait to see whether his
initial impression of a full-length study had been correct, and,
finding that it was, concluded Clarissa referred to some metaphysical
conception of her own.
From the amplification of this he edged away by drawing attention to
the splendor of the moon.
“I know what you mean,” said Clarissa. “But I like sunshine effects
best.”
“I wasn’t really thinking about painting at that moment,” Michael
observed, without remembering that all his mind was supposed to be
occupied with it.
“You know _you’re_ very paintable,” Clarissa went on. “I suppose you’ve
sat to heaps of people. All the same, I wish you’d let _me_ paint you.
I should like to bring out an aspect I daresay lots of people have
never noticed.”
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