Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 1/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 1/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
His voice sounded very soft and persuasive, but Honor, usually so pliant
to the wishes of others, was inexorable. It was very pleasant there
among the roses. The summer air fanned her cheek with such a sweet
refreshing breath, and it was hard to change it for the low-ceilinged
parlour where Mrs. Beacham was expecting her, and which that worthy lady
(who entertained rather an objection to fresh air in rooms) had a
peculiar talent for rendering “stuffy.” Above all, it was hard to say
“good-bye” to Arthur Vavasour--hard to leave her pleasant friend--the
friend who “understood” her, and who had so often, with such quiet,
unobtrusive kindness, saved her from the annoyance of old Mrs. Beacham’s
“worrying ways.”
“I think I must go in now,” she said quietly, though her heart was
beating fast. “I have been out long enough;” and her step was not very
steady as she drew nearer to the house which, without _him_, she could
not have told Arthur truly that she loved.
He stopped, however, before they were within view of the windows, and
exclaimed with angry vehemence,
“I shall say good-bye here, I hate public leave-takings. You will give
me your hand, at least?”
Poor Honor! Her very anxiety to do right--her instinctive dread that
something, she knew not what, might be said by Arthur that John’s wife
ought not to listen to--did her ill service at that crisis of her life.
Had she pursued her walk with an even step, and without the blushing
agitation that betrayed her inward feelings, Arthur would never have
taken courage to address her in those petulant and peremptory words. She
was frightened, half angry, and half fascinated by his vehemence; but
she never thought of withholding the hand he asked for. Why should he
doubt her giving it? What had happened during that short quarter of an
hour to change the friendly relations that had subsisted between them?
It was all strange, and sudden, and bewildering; and tears of regret and
reproach glistened in Honor’s upturned lashes.
She looked this way and that, in pretty and very manifest confusion, her
soft red lips slightly pouting; it was so vexatious to be silly, and to
have nothing to say just when she so particularly wanted to utter
something to the purpose; and then Mr. Vavasour--it was so rude and
tiresome--would keep looking at her so! If he would only go! Honor felt
quite sure _that_ would be a relief. She had never in life before felt
so thoroughly uncomfortable.
He spoke at last--what an age those few short moments had
appeared!--and, still with her hand in his, said in a low voice, and
feelingly, despite the _badinage_ that neutralised its tone of
sentiment,
“I hope you don’t mean quite to forget me, Mrs. Beacham? I’ve had a very
jolly hour or two here with--John, since I’ve been at home this time. I
shall think of you the day I’m turned off; perhaps you’ll remember to
return the compliment?”
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