Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 1/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 1/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
The message left by Mr. Vavasour was duly, and indeed with some slight
amplification, conveyed by Honor to its destination. Her natural tact
had led her to add some of the conventional phrases--a few of the
_banal_ expressions of regret which come so “handy” to the use of the
kind-hearted and the courteous; but on the matter-of-fact organisation
of the “old lady” these little civil emanations from pretty Honor’s
brain were completely thrown away, for she was thoroughly “put about” by
the departure, without the ceremony of leave-taking, of her young
landlord, and nothing that Honor could either say or do possessed, for
that day at least, the power of smoothing her ruffled plumage. Had
Arthur Vavasour been gifted with the power of taking serious thought of
the future, he would have reflected longer before he made an enemy of
that pretentiously hospitable old woman. He little dreamt that the
seeds of distrust and suspicion were that day sown, by his own act of
omission, in Mrs. Beacham’s breast; so true is it that our most trivial
acts, our _mignons_ and unnoticed sins, may one day rise up in judgment
against us, and be unto us a means of well-merited punishment.
That night Honor retired to her own chamber with a very strong sense of
ill-usage. She had returned from her walk out of spirits and subdued,
but nevertheless she had done her best to be cheerful, had sung her
prettiest ballads, and smiled her brightest smiles--but all in vain;
Mrs. Beacham had been cross, and her husband, tired with his day’s work,
had passed the evening in sound and uninterrupted slumber. Poor little
Honor! Sitting there before the looking-glass, her rich brown hair
rippling over her shoulders, she could hardly refrain from asking
herself whether nature had made her so very beautiful, for _this_. She
was beginning to think that, as Arthur Vavasour had once expressed it,
she was rather “wasted upon John.” There were _others_ perhaps (I am
afraid that Honor was beginning to forget how much she owed to her
generous-hearted husband) who might have been better able to appreciate
her. There was one--O child, child! dwell not for your life--for your
soul’s life’s sake--on that _first thought_ that leads towards the broad
road of sin! It may seem a very trifling and unimportant thing
that--contrasting in your mind the flattering devotion of a polished
gentleman with the unstudied, homely ways of him who, come what come
may, is, and must be, your yoke-fellow--that worthy, tired John, who
slumbers while you sing, and who seems so utterly to ignore the fact
that you are young and fair, has, you may imagine, given you a right by
his lumpish somnolence, his unflattering _insouciance_, to consider
yourself aggrieved; but, believe me, there is danger in such
self-pityings as these. Remember that _le mieux_ is never half so
redoubtable an enemy to _le bien_ as when the would-be lover is brought
into juxtaposition with the husband, who, secure of his once-coveted
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