Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
Greatly reassured by this information on the score of her father’s
health, Honor, who did not feel much inclined to encourage the young
person’s familiarity by questioning her on the subject, entered the
drawing-room, and seating herself on the comfortless-looking little
sofa, covered with cheap highly glazed chintz, and stuffed with some
material very antagonistic to repose, betook herself to
not-over-cheerful reflections. For the first few minutes,
grief--positive and unmistakeable, at being separated from her
husband--filled not only Honor’s heart, but the blue eyes that looked
vacantly through the confusing mist at the cheap toys and worthless
ornaments with which Mrs. Norcott’s work-table was crowded. Only a few
short hours before, how Honor would have ridiculed the supposition that
her first act under her father’s roof would be--to cry! In the distance,
the coming change had seemed to her a roseate opening between two parted
clouds. To escape, though only for a season, from Mrs. Beacham’s
despotic rule--to leave behind her the monotony and the dulness, the
daily routine of uninteresting duties, and the hourly remindings that
her married life had been a blunder--had all in their turn been subjects
of rejoicing to Honor. But above all, far and away above all, there was
the near prospect that the dream of her life would be at last realised,
and that she would take her rightful place amongst the ladies of the
land!
It is just possible that her introduction to that delusion-expelling
front drawing-room in Stanwick-street, was not without its effect in
causing a reaction in this aspiring young woman’s mind. Widely
different, certainly, from anything that she had previously imagined,
was that small, cheaply-furnished chamber! The faded carpet, in the
centre of which was spread a brown-holland abomination, called--I have
reason to believe--a crumb-cloth; frail painted chairs, whose appearance
alone was a wholesome warning to the unwary, that a seat _à la_ Turk
upon the floor would be safer than trusting to their frail support; and
above all, the cottage piano, with its once rose-coloured silk front
discoloured by time and exposure to the blacks and flies of a London
lodging-house, formed a _tout ensemble_ widely different from any which
Honor’s discursive imagination had hitherto called up.
For the moment the unpleasant reality produced on her mind a sobering
effect, and with the natural lessening of her former desire to pay a
lengthened visit in Stanwick-street, there came an increase of regret
that she had allowed her husband to part from her in coldness and
estrangement. It was partly--_partly_, indeed! why it was more than
half--John’s fault that there was disunion between them; his fault and
his mother’s; for who _could_--Honor asked herself, as she had done a
hundred times before--who _could_, unless she were an angel born and
bred, put up with the daily aggravations of Mrs. Beacham’s temper?
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