Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
John Beacham tried very hard to believe that he rejoiced in his wife’s
pleasure in the society of her new connections. Again and again he told
himself how well and delightful it was that not only the Bakers, above
him in position as they were, but Mrs. Colonel Norcott herself, a
personage and an heiress--one, too, who _might_ very naturally have
looked coldly upon poor Honor--had treated her from the first with a
consideration and regard as sincere as they were flattering. John was
well aware that the converse of this state of things would have
surprised no one; and often, reflecting on the mortification that
_might_ have been his wife’s portion, he endeavoured to reconcile
himself to the deplorable fact that she had been removed, fatally, as he
felt, removed, from his sphere into another, and that from being the
light and joy of his fireside, Honor had been virtually translated to a
world in which _he_ had neither part nor interest. That the anxious man
was to a certain degree justified in this suspicion, no judge of
character who carefully watched that pretty Honor on her return to what
John had, alas! begun to call her duties, could have doubted; for, when
she did return, it was not very difficult to perceive that she was not
the same Honor who had left the Paddocks only eight short days before.
In what the change consisted, however, it would have been difficult to
say. She was as willing to oblige, as anxious to please, and as
sweet-tempered as before; but there could be traced a languor in her
movements, an occasional absence of mind from things present, and a
decided want of the _zest_--the spring of life and energy--which,
previous to the fatal gala-day, had been conspicuous in the girl’s half
Celtic character. All this John, to whom she was far dearer than his own
life, noticed with a jealous and ever-growing irritation. With the
dangerous faith possessed by many of his sex in their own perceptive
powers, this man, so utterly in the dark regarding the complex machinery
of a woman’s nature, decided at once that he knew what was the matter
with Honor. During that week--that long miserable week--that she had
been away from him, her father (how hard it was for John even in thought
to call the Colonel by that tender name!) had amused himself, the farmer
feared, by initiating Honor into some of the wicked doings of the bad
world in which he lived. Of what should, or indeed _could_, such a man
talk, John Beacham said to himself, but of things of which a pure-minded
young woman had best know nothing about? What are people the better, he
went on to ask himself, for hearing what fashionable people are about in
London or in foreign parts? He was no Methodist, not he, and was all for
a little pleasure at odd times for everybody; but if Honor were to grow
discontented because she couldn’t go about like a lady, and have a
lodging up in town sometimes, like Mrs. Kempshall, and go to the
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