Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“How!” Horace repeated hesitatingly, and then broke out: “How! Why
because from the time he was sixteen--from my poor father’s death
almost--poor Atty has played the fool. And such a fool! Not having the
most remote idea either of the value of money or of the wickedness of
men and women; with our good father in his grave, and with--but we won’t
talk of _her_. Poor old Atty! How often in those times that seem so long
ago now, and so miserable--and yet what almost children we both were--he
and I have crept at night into each other’s rooms to consult in our
blind ignorance on what could by any possibility be done! Such a heap of
silly ideas as we propounded then; such methods as we turn by turn
proposed to keep the knowledge of poor Atty’s bills and foolishness from
my mother!”
“I daresay that it would have been much better had she known it all
then,” suggested Kate.
“Of course it would have been a thousand times better,” rejoined Horace,
who was beginning to show some deference to his sister’s opinions; “but
how were we to find courage enough to be open? I ask you, Kate--and no
one could answer the question better--whether milady is the kind of
mother to whom the most morally courageous lad in existence could,
without a good deal of winding-up, confess that he had run-up bills, had
betted on the great boat-race, had been to the Jews, and, in short, was
no more worthy to be called her son?”
“Poor dear Atty! I don’t wonder he couldn’t do it; and I suppose (I can
guess now, when I remember all the trouble he so often seemed to be in)
that those bills never were paid, and that--”
“Not only not paid, but _more_, to the tune of thousands upon thousands,
added to their amount. And then the Jews! But what’s the use of telling
you, child, about such things? Here we are at the church-door, and we
shall find milady--God forgive her!--saying her prayers with as much
devotion as if--”
“Hush,” remonstrated Kate, feeling the indecorum, especially standing as
they two did, on God’s-acre, of speaking harsh truths concerning their
only remaining parent; “hush, Racy dear, she is our mother; let us try
to remember it, however much she may do to put the fact out of our
heads.”
* * * * *
“Did you ever see any one so changed as that pretty Mrs. Beacham? Still
more like a lady even than she used to be--I mean, she hasn’t the same
fresh _country_ look that everyone admired so before. Mr. Delmaine
thinks her both out of health and out of spirits; he said so yesterday
afternoon to me when mamma and I went to the church to see the
decorations. She attends to her class, though, at the school just the
same as ever, and gets the children on wonderfully with their singing.
How well they sang the anthem to-day! and all, Mr. Delmaine says, thanks
to Mrs. John Beacham.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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