Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
of poor little Honor’s more rational hopes of happiness. But it was not
till the memorable day when she made the discovery that in her veins ran
purer blood than that which coursed with such a full and healthy flow
through the arteries of her yeoman husband, that the mischief that had
long been brewing began seriously to develop itself. Then the
semi-Celtic girl, retiring into the fastnesses more of a perilous
fastidiousness than of a vulgar commonplace pride, threw far away from
her with reckless hand the happiness that was within her reach; and dark
was the looming of coming events, which, although she saw it not, cast
its shadow before her onward path. From the moment when Colonel Norcott,
whose misdeeds were not unfortunately (as a warning to others) stamped
upon his forehead, addressed and acknowledged her as his child, the
bonds that bound this foolish Honor to the farmer of Updown Paddocks
hung very heavily on her mind.
Yet, reader, I pray you not to blame her too severely for her
involuntary fault. There was no ugly root of pride, no taint of what
Mrs. Beacham called “fine-ladyism,” at the bottom of poor Honor’s
loathing of a lot that on the surface seemed so prosperous and happy. No
one--no, not even her severest judges, not even John’s prejudiced
parent--could condemn more sternly than did the girl herself her worse
than coldness towards her husband--her black ingratitude towards Heaven.
But it was in vain she strove against the feelings which her conscience
whispered were so base and wicked. In vain she told herself how good her
husband was, how honest, how respected, and how generous. Honesty,
generosity, and respectablity are excellent things in their way. With
them to back him up, a man may defy change, and winter and rough
weather. He may go through life with honour, and to his grave lamented;
but, alas for him, such gifts may fail to win a woman’s love, or bind
her truant fancy. Still, as I said, or rather, perhaps, _implied_
before, if Honor had never chanced to mix with what the world calls
gentlemen, poor John’s lack of refinement (vulgar he never could be
called), his occasional conversational solecisms, his hands (a trifle
red and rough), his boisterous laugh, and his general ignorance of the
ways and speech of delicately-reared people, would not, in Honor’s
opinion, have told so heavily against him--would not, in short, have so
shamed, so repelled, and so--for it came at last to that sad
climax--have so entirely disgusted her.
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