Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 2/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
He might just as well--and it needed no stern Mentor to remind him of
the fact--have set his affections upon an empress. Never even by a
glance (at least not to his own knowledge) had he hinted to the object
of his senseless passion, that with a dreary and a hopeless, and yet
with an all-engrossing love he watched and dreamed of, sighed and prayed
for her. It was intensely foolish and unmanly, the more foolish and
unmanly inasmuch as the great lady of Gillingham never allowed the
comparatively lowly born rector to forget his place. If kindly-natured,
charitable George Wallingford did in his heart believe the well-sounding
axiom that “’tis only noble to be good,” the flattering unction was not
laid so soothingly to his soul as to enable him to act, as regarded
pretty Rhoda Vavasour, on the cheering conviction. It may be in the
abstract perfectly true that
“Kind hearts are more than coronets,
And simple faith than Norman blood;”
but judging of things (the only really reliable test) on their
marketable value, we shall, I greatly fear, be obliged to own that,
individually considered, the coronets, and the blue blood have in this
wicked world the best of it.
But carefully under lock and key as the reverend George kept his secret,
there was one who discovered its existence, and who, having so
discovered it, was ever, with true feminine inquisitiveness, peering
behind the veil of the good man’s heart for further and more
satisfactory information. Rhoda Vavasour’s first sensation, when the
fact (in some subtle and inexplainable manner) of Mr. Wallingford’s
hopeless passion became apparent to her, was one of actual fear. In an
instant there rose up before her a vision of Lady Millicent’s stern and
astonished face, a face in which none of her children had ever traced a
sign of tenderness, or the faintest line of sympathy or pity. It was to
that very hardness, to the repellant influence felt by timid shrinking
Rhoda whenever her thoughts turned to or her eyes rested on her mother’s
unloving countenance, that might mainly be attributed the
encouragement--for she did in her silent, gentle way encourage the young
clergyman to hope--which Rhoda gave to the Rector of Switcham. But there
was yet another, and perhaps an equally powerful, reason for the
“underhand deceit,” the “grovelling tastes,” as Lady Millicent would
have, and indeed did in later days describe them, that were displayed at
that period of her life by her daughter. Nature had endowed poor Rhoda
with a susceptible heart, and a strong propensity to cling. In default
of any other object on which to fix her affections, and of some more
suitable prop round which to twine, it was only in the common order of
things that to the sole stay within her reach, the tendrils
(heartstrings is perhaps the most appropriate word) of Rhoda’s inner
woman should have wound themselves round the engaging young parson, to
whose exhortations, delivered in a voice singularly pleasing, she meekly
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