Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 3/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 3/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“For your father’s sake, young man,” he said, laying his broad hand for
an instant on Arthur’s thin white lips--“for your dead father’s sake,
make no ugly scandal here. If I believed you worse than foolish, I would
kill you as you stand there! but I do not believe such evil of your
father’s son. Go, sir, to your young wife; go and repent you of your
sins; and when we meet again, God grant that I may have a better opinion
than I hold now of the boy that Cecil Vavasour loved in his life so
well!”
Startled, overcome, and terribly confused, Arthur stood as if
transfixed; while John, after hastily wrapping the trembling Honor in
her opera-cloak, led her, without another word spoken, from the box.
In perfect silence--a silence only broken by the woman’s violent
trembling as she hung helplessly on her husband’s arm--the re-united
pair left the crowded theatre together. Honor moved along as if
mechanically, dreading the moment when she would be alone with the man
of whose violence she had just experienced such unpleasant proof, and
feeling already, with terrible force, the bitter contrast between her
lot as it had lately been, and her fate as it loomed darkly, wearily
before her. _Resigned_ she did not feel. The contrast was too great, too
sudden; and, to speak the truth, the aspect of John in his rough
overcoat, his driving-gloves, and country-made hat, did not exactly tend
either to put Honor in good humour with her husband, or to reconcile her
to the loss of half her evening’s amusement.
Had there been in the woman’s conscience the load of even the smallest
secret guilt, _fear_ would have usurped the place of anger, and all idea
of rebellion would have banished from her mind. But Honor’s fit of
trembling arose from no such hidden cause. No “sin,” even of thought,
hitherto “unwhipt of justice,” caused her cheek to pale and her limbs to
quake with fear. She was simply over-wrought, over-excited; and more
than all, she was indignant. A woman--a beautiful one, that is to
say--does not always calmly submit, even from a husband, to rudeness,
when she has been accustomed to adulation; or to coercion, when she has
been placed upon a throne, and learned to think herself a “queen for
life.”
She was the first to speak--the woman usually is in embarrassing cases
such as that I am describing. The man, who is as a rule less nervous and
excitable, and who generally speaking has his senses more under his own
command, is apt to hold his tongue, and rather dread the breaking of
the ice--the prelude to the startling and unpleasant plunge from which
he greatly doubts that any good can possibly result.
“O, John!” Honor said, “where _are_ you taking me to? You might have
waited till to-morrow, and--and--I see you are so angry.” And bursting
into tears, she leant her shapely little head against the side of the
cab in which John had placed himself and her, and sobbed with almost
hysterical violence.
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