Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 3/3Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
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Sink or swim? : $b a novel; vol. 3/3
Houstoun, Mrs. (Matilda Charlotte)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Angry? I should think so,” was his reply, as he endeavoured to harden
his heart against the wilful girl whom yet (he was terribly ashamed of
the uxorious weakness) he ardently longed to take to his heart and
whisper the fond assurance that she was forgiven. “I should think I
_was_ angry--ay, and precious angry too. Why, now, I should like to know
how you came to act underhand in the way you have done, and that, too,
from first to last? Why didn’t you write that you were riding about and
amusing yourself? Why did you allow us--my mother and I--to think that
your father was in difficulties, while all the time he could afford to
keep horses, and give you all sorts of amusements? By George!”--and he
gave a blow on the floor of the cab with his stout stick which must have
sorely tested the strength of both--“by George! if anyone--if the best
friends I have on earth--if the mother that bore me had said a month ago
that she had seen what I have seen this night, I would not have believed
her; and now--”
“And now,” interrupted Honor, her tears checked as if by magic, and
turning her large indignant eyes full upon her husband, “and _now_,
what, pray, have you seen? You talk to me as if I had done something
wicked, something disgraceful; whereas the worst crime of which I can
excuse myself is a dread, a _horror_--I had better say the truth at
last--of living with, and being tormented by, your mother. It is more
than I can bear to live with her. I would rather beg my bread, rather be
a servant a hundred thousand times, than go back to Mrs. Beacham and be
treated as she has treated me. But,” suddenly letting down the window of
the cab, and looking out into the street, “you are not really taking me
back to Updown? John,” clasping her hands in wild entreaty, “I implore
you not to let me live again at Pear-tree House. I don’t know why it
is--I can’t account for it--but besides my being frightened at your
mother, I have a fear upon me, a great dread, of that old house.
Something, I am certain of it, as certain of it as that I am praying to
you for kindness now, will happen if you take me home to Updown. I--”
“You are a goose, my dear, and don’t know when you are well off. There,
there, don’t cry any more. We are close upon the station now, and people
will think I have been beating you.”
The cab drew up to the entrance of the South-Western terminus as he
spoke, and Honor, feeling that remonstrance was useless, allowed her arm
to be passed through that of her legitimate guardian, and herself to be
seated, with a very unwilling mind, in the carriage that was to convey
her, luggageless and nervous, to the country home which she had learnt
to loathe.
CHAPTER X.
“AS WELL AS CAN BE EXPECTED.”
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