“Don't dwell on these views of life,” said Sir Brook, almost sternly.
“You, nor I, know very little what are the sources of those intemperate
outbreaks we so often complain of,--what sore trials are ulcerating the
nature, what agonizing maladies, what secret terrors, what visions of
impending misery; least of all do we know or take count of the fact that
it is out of these high-strung temperaments we obtain those thrilling
notes of human passion and tenderness coarser natures never attain to.
Let us bear with a passing discord in the instrument whose cadences can
move us to very ecstasy.”
Tom hung his head in silence, but he certainly did not seem convinced.
Sir Brook quietly resumed: “How often have I told you that the world
has more good than bad in it,--yes, and what's more, that as we go on
in life this conviction strengthens in us, and that our best experiences
are based on getting rid of our disbeliefs. Hear what happened me this
morning. You know that for some days back I have been negotiating to
raise a small loan of four hundred pounds to take us to Sardinia and
start our mine. Mr. Waring, who was to have lent me this sum on the
security of the mine itself, took it into his head to hesitate at the
last hour, and inserted an additional clause that I should insure my
life in his behalf.
“I was disconcerted, of course, by this,--so much so, that had I not
bought a variety of tools and implements on trust, I believe I would
have relinquished the bargain and tried elsewhere. It was, however, too
late for this; I was driven to accept his terms, and, accredited with a
printed formula from an insurance office, I waited on the doctor who was
to examine me.
“A very brief investigation satisfied him that I was not seaworthy; he
discovered I know not what about the valves of my heart, that implied
mischief, and after 'percussing' me, as he called it, and placing his
ear to my chest, he said, 'I regret to say, sir, that I cannot pronounce
you insurable.'
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