“I have seen this letter,--I have read it more than once; and with my
full knowledge of the man, with my memory stored with stories about him,
it was very hard to see him exercise an influence in my house, and a
power over my wife. For a while I tried to respect what had been the
faith of her childhood; I could not bear to destroy what formed one of
the links that bound her to her father's memory; but the man's conduct
obliged me to abandon this clemency. He insisted on living upon us,
and living in a style not merely costly, but openly, flagrantly
disreputable. Of his manner to myself I will not speak; he treated me
not alone as a dependant, but as one whose character and fortune were in
his hands. To what comments this exposed me in my own house I leave you
to imagine: I remonstrated at first, but my endurance became exhausted,
and I turned him from my house.
“Then began his persecution of me,--not alone of myself, but my wife,
and all belonging to me. I must not dwell on this, or I should forget
myself.
“We left India, hoping never to hear more of him. There was a story
that he had gone on a visit to a Rajah in Oude, and would in all
likelihood live there till he died. Imagine what I felt, my Lord, when
I read his name on that visiting-card. I knew, of course, what his
presence meant, a pretended matter of business with you,--the real
object being to traduce and vilify me. He had ascertained the connection
between us, and determined to turn it to profit. So long as I followed
my career in India,--a poor soldier of fortune,--I was not worth
persecution; but here at home, with friends, possibly with friends able
and willing to aid me, I at once assumed importance in his eyes. He well
knows how dear to us is the memory of my wife's father, what sacrifices
we have made, what sacrifices we would make again, that his name should
not be harshly dealt with by the world. He feels, too, all the power and
weight he can yield by that letter of poor Dillon's, given so frankly,
so trustfully, and so unfortunately on his deathbed. In one word, my
Lord, this man has come back to Europe to exert over me the pressure
which he once on a time used over my father-in-law. For reasons I cannot
fathom, the great people who knew him once, and who ought to know whom
and what he has become, are still willing to acknowledge him. It is true
he no longer frequents their houses and mixes in their society,--but
they recognize him. The very card he sent in this morning bore the
Viceroy's name,--and from this cause alone, even if there were not
others, he would be dangerous. I weary you, my Lord, and I will
conclude. By an accidental admission he let drop that he would soon
leave Ireland for a while; let it seem, my Lord, so long as he remains
here, that I am less intimate here, less frequent as a visitor, than he
has imagined. Let him have grounds to imagine that my presence here was
a mere accident, and that I am not at all likely to enjoy any share of
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