Balfour hurried out, and was seen soon afterwards escorting Lady
Trafford to the carriage. Whether it was that she was not yet decided
as to her departure, or that she had so many injunctions to give before
going, the eventful moment was long delayed. She twice tried the seat in
the carriage, once with cushions and then without. She next made Balfour
try whether it might not be possible to have a sort of inclined plane to
lie upon. At length she seemed overcome with her exertions, sent for
a chair, and had a glass of water given her, to which her maid added
certain drops from a phial.
“You will tell Colonel Sewell all I have said, Mr. Balfour,” said she,
aloud, as she prepared to enter the carriage. “It would have been more
agreeable to me had he given me the opportunity of saying it to himself,
but his peculiar notions on the duties of a host have prevented this. As
to Mrs. Sewell, I hope and believe I have sufficiently explained myself.
She at least knows my sentiments as to what goes on in this house. Of
course, sir, it is very agreeable to _you_. Men of pleasure are not
persons to be overburdened with scruples,--least of all such scruples as
interfere with self-indulgence. This sort of life is therefore charming;
I leave you to all its delights, sir, and do not even warn you against
its dangers. I will not promise the same discretion, however, when I go
hence. I owe it to all mothers who have sons, Mr. Balfour,--I owe it to
every family in which there is a name to be transmitted, and a fortune
to be handed down, to declare what I have witnessed under this roof. No,
Lionel,--no, my dear boy; nothing shall prevent my speaking out.” This
was addressed to her son, who by a deep sigh seemed to protest against
the sentiments he was not able to oppose. “It may suit Mr. Balfour's
habits, or his tastes, to remain here,--with these I have nothing to do.
The Duke of Bayswater might possibly think his heir could keep better
company,--with that I have no concern; though when the matter comes to
be discussed before me,--as it one day will, I have no doubt,--I shall
hold myself free to state my opinion. Good-bye, sir; you will, perhaps,
do me the favor to call at the Bilton; I shall remain till Saturday
there; I have resolved not to leave Ireland till I see the Viceroy; and
also have a meeting with this Judge, I forget his name, Lam--Lena--what
is it? He is the Chief something, and easily found.”
A few very energetic words, uttered so low as to be inaudible to all but
Balfour himself, closed this address.
“On my word of honor,--on my sacred word of honor,--Mr. Balfour,” said
she, aloud as she placed one foot on the step, “Caroline saw it,--saw
it with her own eyes. Don't forget all I have said; don't drop that
envelope; be sure you come to see me.” And she was gone.
“Give me five minutes to recover myself,” said Balfour, as he entered Se
well's room, and threw himself on a sofa; “such a 'breather' as that I
have not had for many a day.”
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