“She is a very dangerous woman in one sense. She has a certain position
in the world, from which she could and would open a fire of slander on
any one. She desires to injure me. She has already threatened, and she
is capable of more than threatening. She says she will see Sir William.
This she may not be able to do; but she can write to him. You know
better than I do what might ensue from two such tempers meeting; for
myself I cannot think of it.
“I have written you a long letter, dear Lucy, when I only meant to have
written five or six lines. I have not courage to read it over; were I
to do so, I am sure I would never send it. Perhaps you will not thank
me for my candor. Perhaps you will laugh at all my scrupulous
honesty. Perhaps you will--no, that you never will--I mean, employ my
trustfulness against myself.
“Who knows if I have not given to this incident an importance which you
will only smile at? There are people so rich that they never are aware
if they be robbed. Are you one of these, Lucy? and, if so, will you
forgive the thief who signs herself your ever-loving sister,
“Lucy Skwell.
“I have told Dr. Beattie I would write to you; he looked as if he knew
that I might, or that I ought,--which is it? Doctors see a great deal
more than they ought to see. The great security against them is, that
they acquire an indifference to the sight of suffering, which, in
rendering them callous, destroys curiosity, and then all ills that can
neither be bled nor blistered they treat as trifles, and end by ignoring
altogether. Were it otherwise,--that is, had they any touch of humanity
in their nature,--they would be charming confidants, for they know
everything and can go everywhere. If Beattie should be one of your pets,
I ask pardon for this impertinence; but don't forget it altogether, as,
one day or other, you will be certain to acknowledge its truth.
“We arrive by the 4.40 train on Saturday afternoon. If I see you at the
door when we drive up, I shall take it as a sign I am forgiven.”
Beattie folded the letter slowly, and handed it to Lucy without a
word. “Tell me,” said he, after they had walked on several seconds in
silence,--“tell me, do you mean to-be at the door as she arrives?”
“I think not,” said she, in a very low voice.
“She has a humble estimate of doctors; but there is one touch of nature
she must not deny them,--they are very sensitive about contagion. Now,
Lucy, I wish with all my heart that you were not to be the intimate
associate of this woman.”
“So do I, doctor; but how is it to be helped?”
He walked along silent and in deep thought.
“Shall I tell you, doctor, how it can be managed, but only by your help
and assistance? I must leave this.”
“Leave the Priory! but for where?”
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