“Give me your arm now, and I will take you round by the fish-pond and
show you where the 'Monks of the Screw' held their first meeting. You
have heard of that convivial club?” Trafiford bowed; and the Judge went
on to tell of the strange doings of those grave and thoughtful men,
who-deemed no absurdity too great in their hours of distraction and
levity. When they reached the house, the old man was so fatigued that
he had to sit down in the porch to rest. “You have seen all, sir; all I
have of memorable. You say you 'd like to see the garden, but there is
not a memory connected with it. See it, however, by all means; saunter
about till I have rallied a little, and then join me at my early dinner.
I 'll send to tell you when it is ready. I am sorry it will be such
a lonely meal; but she who could have thrown sunshine over it is
gone--gone!” And he held his hands over his face, and said no more.
Trafiford moved silently away, and went in search of the garden. He
soon found the little wicket, and ere many minutes was deep in the leafy
solitude of the neglected spot. At last he came upon the small gate
in the laurel hedge, passing through which he entered the little
flower-garden. Yes, yes; there was no doubting it! This was hers! Here
were the flowers she tended; here the heavy bells from which she emptied
the rain-drops; here the tendrils her own hands had trained! Oh, force
of love, that makes the very ground holy, and gives to every leaf and
bud an abiding value! He threw himself upon the sward and kissed it.
There was a little seat under a large ilex--how often had she sat there
thinking!--could it be thinking over the days beside the Shannon,--that
delicious night they came back from Holy Island, the happiest of all his
life? Oh, if he could but believe that she loved him! if he could only
know that she did not think of him with anger and resentment!--for
she might! Who could tell what might have been said of his life at the
Sewells'? He had made a confidante of one who assumed to misunderstand
him, and who overwhelmed him with a confession of her own misery, and
declared she loved him; and this while he lay in a burning fever, his
head racked with pain, and his mind on the verge of wandering. Was
there-ever a harder fate than his? That he had forfeited the affection
of his family, that he had wrecked his worldly fortunes, seemed little
in his eyes to the danger of being thought ill of by her he loved.
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