“Yes,” continued he, as though responding to this evidence of emotion on
her part,--“yes; it pushed one's patience pretty hard to be obliged to
sit under such criticism.”
“And what obliged you, sir? was it fear?”
“Yes, Madam, you have guessed it. I was afraid--terribly afraid to own I
was your husband.”
A low faint groan was all she uttered, as she covered her face with her
hands. “I had next,” continued he, “to listen to a dispute as to whether
Trafford had ever seriously offered to run away with you or not. It was
almost put to the vote. Faith, I believe my casting voice might have
carried the thing either way if I had only known how to give it.” She
murmured something too low to be heard correctly, but he caught at
part of it, and said: “Well, that was pretty much what I suspected. The
debate was, however, adjourned; and as Cave called me by my name at the
moment, the confidences came to an abrupt conclusion. As I foresaw that
these youngsters, ignorant of life and manners as they were, would be at
once for making apologetic speeches and such-like, I stole away and
came home, _more domestico_, to ruminate over my enjoyments at my own
fireside.”
“I trust, sir, they were strangers to your own delinquencies. I hope
they had no unpleasant reminders to give you of yourself.”
“Pardon, Madam. They related several of what you pleasantly call my
delinquencies, but they only came in as the by-play of the scene where
you were the great character. We figured as brigands. It was _you_
always who stunned the victim; _I_ only rifled his pockets--fact, I
assure you. I'm sorry that china is smashed. It was Saxe,--wasn't it?”
She nodded.
“And a present of Trafford's too! What a pity! I declare I believe
we shall not have a single relic of the dear fellow, except it be a
protested bill or two.” He paused a moment or so, and then said, “Do you
know, it just strikes me that if they saw how ill--how shamefully you
played your cards in this Trafford affair, they 'd actually absolve you
of all the Circe gifts the world ascribes to you.”
She fixed her eyes steadfastly on him, and as her clasped hands dropped
on her knees, she leaned forward and said: “What do you mean by it? What
do you want by this? If these men, whose insolent taunts you had not
courage to arrest or to resent, say truly, whose the fault? Ay, sir,
whose the fault? Answer me, if you dare, and say, was not my shame
incurred to cover and conceal _yours?_”
“Your tragedy-queen airs have no effect upon me. I 've been too long
behind the scenes to be frightened by stage thunder. What is past
is past. You married a gambler; and if you shared his good luck, you
oughtn't to grumble at partaking his bad fortune. If you had been tired
of the yoke, I take it you 'd have thrown it behind you many a day ago.”
“If I had not done so, you know well why,” said she, fiercely.
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