“When I grew so weak that I could n't go to the mine, the accounts he
used to give me daily made me think we must be prospering. He would come
back every night so cheery and so hopeful, and his eyes would sparkle
as he 'd tell of a bright vein that they 'd just 'struck.' He owned that
the men were less sanguine, but what could they know? They had no other
teaching than the poor experiences of daily labor. If they saw lead or
silver, they believed in it. To him, however, the signs of the coming
ore were enough; and then he would open a paper full of dark earth in
which a few shining particles might be detected, and point them out to
me as the germs of untold riches. 'These are silver, Tom, every one
of them; they are oxidized, but still perfectly pure. I 've seen the
natives in Ceylon washing earth not richer than this;' and the poor
fellow would make this hopeful tidings the reason for treating me to
champagne, which in an unlucky moment the doctor said would be good for
me, and which Sir Brook declared always disagreed with him. But I don't
believe it, Lucy,--I don't believe it! I am certain that he suffered
many a privation to give me luxuries that he would n't share. Shall I
tell you the breakfast I saw him eating one morning? I had gone to his
room to speak to him before he started to the mine, and, opening the
door gently, I surprised him at his breakfast,--a piece of brown bread
and a cup of coffee without milk was his meal, to support him till he
came home at nightfall. I knew if he were aware that I had seen him that
it would have given him great distress, so I crept quietly back to my
bed, and lay down to think of this once pampered, flattered gentleman,
and how grand the nature must be that could hold up uncomplaining and
unshaken under such poverty as this. Nor is it that he ignores the past,
Lucy, or strives to forget it,--far from that. He is full of memories
of bygone events and people, but he talks of his own part in the grand
world he once lived in as one might talk of another individual; nor is
there the semblance of a regret that all this splendor has passed away
never to return. He will be here on Sunday to pay us a visit, Lucy; and
though perhaps you 'll find him sadly changed in appearance, you 'll see
that his fine nature is the same as ever.”
“And will he persist in this project, Tom, in spite of all failure and
in defiance of hope?”
“That's the very point I 'm puzzled about. If he decide to go on, so
must I. I 'll not leave him, whatever come of it.”
“No, no, Tom; that I know you will not do.”
“His confidence of success is unshaken. It was only t' other night, as
we sat at a very frugal supper, he said, 'You 'll remember all this,
Tom, one of these days; and as you sip your Burgundy, you 'll tell your
friends how jolly we thought ourselves over our little acid wine and an
onion.' I did not dare to say what was uppermost in my thoughts, that I
disbelieved in the Burgundy era.”
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