Though Lendrick was well disposed towards Fossbrooke, and fully sensible
of his manly honesty and frankness, he could not help seeing that he
was one of those impulsive sanguine natures that gain nothing from
experience beyond the gift of companionship. They acquire all that can
make them delightful in society,--boons they are,--and especially to
those whose more prudent temperament inclines them to employ their gifts
more profitably. Scores of these self-made men, rich to overflowing with
all that wealth could buy around them, would say, What a happy fellow
was Fossbrooke! what a blessing it was to have his nature, his spirits,
buoyancy, and such-like,--to be able to enjoy life as he did! Perhaps
they believed all that they said too,--who knows? When they made such
speeches to himself, as they would at times, he heard them with the
haughty humility of one who hears himself praised for that which the
flatterer deems a thing too low for envy. He well understood how cheaply
others estimated his wares, for they were a scrip that figured in no
share-list, and never were quoted at a premium.
Lendrick read him very correctly, and naturally thought that a more
practical and a more worldly guide would have been better for Tom,--some
one to hold him back, not to urge him forward; some one to whisper
prudence, restraint, denial,--not daring, and dash, and indulgence. But
somehow these flighty, imaginative, speculative men have very often a
wonderful persuasiveness about them, and can give to the wildest dreams
a marvellous air of substance and reality. A life so full of strange
vicissitudes as Fossbrooke's seemed a guarantee for any--no matter
what--turn of fortune. Hear him tell of where he had been, what he had
done, and with whom, and you at once felt you were in presence of one to
whom no ordinary laws of worldly caution or prudence applied.
That his life had compassed many failures and few successes was plain
enough. He never sought to hide the fact.
Indeed, he was candor itself in his confessions, only that he
accompanied them by little explanations, showing the exact spot and
moment in which he had lost the game. It was wonderful what credit he
seemed to derive from these disclosures. It was like an honest trader
showing his balance-sheet to prove that, but for the occurrence of such
ills as no prudence could ward off, his condition must have been one of
prosperity.
Never did he say anything more truthful than that “he had never cared
for money.” So long as he had it he used it lavishly, thoughtlessly,
very often generously. When he ceased to have it, the want scarcely
appeared to touch him personally. Indeed, it was only when some
necessity presented itself to aid this one or extricate that, he would
suddenly remember his impotence to be of use, and then the sting of his
poverty would sorely pain him.
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