“I told you once before, Madam, men don't like this sort of
protectorate. The old bullying days are gone by. Modern decorum 'takes
it out' in damages.” She sat still and silent; and after waiting some
time, he said, in a calm, unmoved voice, “These little interchanges
of courtesy do no good to either of us; they haven't even the poor
attraction of novelty; so, as my friend Mr. O'Reardon says, let us 'be
practical.' I had hoped that the old gentleman upstairs was going to do
the polite thing, and die; but it appears now he has changed his mind
about it. This, to say the least of it, is very inconvenient to me. My
embarrassments are such that I shall be obliged to leave the country;
my only difficulty is, I have no money. Are you attending? Are you
listening to me?”
“Yes, I hear you,” said she, in a faint whisper.
“_You_, I know, cannot help me; neither can my mother. Of course the
old Judge is out of the question. As for the fellows at the Club, I
am deeply in debt to many of them; and Kincaid only reminds me of his
unsettled bill of costs when I ask for a loan. A blank look-out, on the
whole; isn't it?”
She muttered something like assent, and he went on. “I have gone through
a good many such storms before, but none fully as bad as this; because
there are certain things which in a few days must come out--ugly little
disclosures--one or two there will be. I inadvertently sold that beech
timber to two different fellows, and took the money too.”
She lifted up her face, and stared at him without speaking.
“Fact, I assure you! I have a confoundedly bad memory; it has got
me into scores of scrapes all through life. Then, this very evening,
thinking that the Chief could n't rub through, I made a stupid wager
with Balfour that the seat on the Bench would be vacant within a week;
and finished my bad run of luck by losing--I can't say how much, but
very heavily, indeed--at the Club.”
A low faint sigh escaped her, but not a word.
“As to bills renewed, protested, and to be protested,” said he, in the
same easy tone, “they are legion. These take their course, and are no
worse than any other man's bills; I don't fret myself about _them_. As
in the old days of chivalry one never cared how scurvily he treated the
'villeins,' so he behaved like a knight to his equals; so nowadays a
man must book up at Tattersall's though he cheat his tailor. I like the
theory too; it keeps 'the ball rolling,' if it does nothing else.”
All this he rattled out as though his own fluency gave him a sort of
Dutch courage; and who knows, too,--for there is a fund of vanity in
these men,--if he was not vain of showing with what levity he could
treat dangers that might have made the stoutest heart afraid?
“Taking the 'tottle of the whole' of these,--as old Joe Hume used to
say,--it's an ugly balance!”
“What do you mean to do?” said she, quietly.
“Bolt, I suppose. I see nothing else for it.”
“And will that meet the difficulty?”
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