“What is the meaning of stationing old Haire at the bedside? Does
Beattie suspect? But what could he suspect? It would be a very,
convenient thing for me, no doubt, if he would die; but I 'd scarcely
risk my neck to help him on the way. These things are invariably
discovered; and it would make no difference with the law whether it was
the strong cord of a vigorous life were snapped, or the frail thread
of a wasted existence unravelled. Just so; mere unravelling would do it
here. No need of bold measures. A good vigorous contradiction,--a rude
denial of something he said,--with a sneer at his shattered intellect,
and I 'd stake my life on it his passion would do the rest. The blood
mounts to his head at the slightest insinuation. I 'd like to see him
tried with a good round insult. Give me ten minutes alone with him, and
I 'll let Beattie come after me with all his bottles; and certainly
no law could make this murder. Bad-tempered men are not to be more
carefully guarded by the State than better-natured ones. It would be
a strange statute that made it penal to anger an irascible fellow. I
wonder if some suspicion of this kind has crossed Beattie's mind? Is it
for that Haire has been called to keep the watch on deck,--and if so,
who is to replace him? He'll tire at last,--he must sleep some time; and
what are they to do then? My wife, perhaps. Yes; she would play their
game willingly enough. If she has heard of this will, it will alarm her.
She has always tried to have the children provided for. She dreads--she
's not so wrong there--she dreads leaving everything in my power. And
of late she has dared to oppose me openly. My threat of suing for a
divorce, that used to keep her so submissive once, is failing now. Some
one has told her that I could not succeed. I can see in her manner that
her mind is reassured on this score. She could have no difficulty
in filching an opinion,--this house is always full of lawyers; and
certainly nothing in the habits of the place would have imposed any
restraint in discussing it.” And he laughed--actually laughed--at the
conceit thus evoked. “If I had but a little time before me now, I should
work through all my difficulties. Only to think of it! One fortnight,
less perhaps, to arrange my plans, and I might defy the world. This
is Tuesday. By Thursday I shall have to meet those two acceptances for
three hundred and two hundred and fifty. The last, at all events, I
must pay, since Walcott's name was not in his own handwriting. How
conscientiously a man meets a bill when he has forged the endorsement!”
And again he laughed at the droll thought. “These troubles swarm around
me,” muttered he, impatiently. “There is Fossbrooke, too. Malevolent
old fool, that will not see how needless it is to ruin me. Can't he
wait,--can't he wait? It's his own prediction that I'm a fellow who
needs no enemy; my own nature will always be Nemesis enough. Who's
that?--who is there?” cried he, as he heard a rustling in the copse at
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