Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Harry was serious about the future. "I don’t know exactly what is going
to happen," he said. "I’m supposed to be going to Sandhurst in January,
but that’s a long time ahead. I seem to see the war swallowing up
everything. There’s something to be done here about it, and perhaps it
will be for me to do it. But there’s nothing to show yet. I think
there won’t be till you go away, my darling. I think there’s nothing
that will come in the way of my being with you, and thinking about
nothing but you."
"Do you think you will have to go and fight, Harry? Oh, surely you’re
too young for that, darling!"
"I’m not too young to love you."
She thought over this. It was one of the things he sometimes said that
meant more than it seemed to. She loved those speeches of his,
springing from something in him to which she could give all her faith
and all her devotion. They helped her to plumb the depths in him, and
she had never found anything there that did not make her glad and proud
of loving him.
This time her pride brought the tears close to her eyes. There was more
than the sweetness of young love in this—to be loved as something in
full alliance with all the biggest things that a man might be called
upon to do in the world, and to which he must bring all that he was and
all that he had, even his life itself if it should be required of him.
"I shouldn’t want you not to, Harry," she said.
He did not tell her of his conviction that the war would claim him. She
was his to be protected, and some things she must be spared. When the
time came, she would somehow be concerned in it, because she would be
concerned in everything that he did, and whatever he should want of her
then she would give him. He had as much confidence in her as she in
him.
"The war is like a great shadow over everything," he said. "We’re in
the sunshine just now, you and I—the most glorious sunshine. I don’t
think that we need fear the shadow for ourselves. But for others—for
some it’s very deep."
The shadow seemed to creep closer and touch her heart as he spoke. They
were silent for a time, her hand resting in his. The contact
strengthened them both, and the shadow passed away from her. For the
rest of their time together that morning they made love and built their
airy rainbow castles, almost as unsubstantial as those of children. In
fact they played with the idea of having Jane and Pobbles to live with
them. It hardly seemed fair to be using the cabin in which they had a
proprietary share and leave them out of it. They would pass suddenly
from grave to gay in this way, and there were many times when the
children could have taken a full part in their conversation without
being at all in the way.
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