Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She laid down her work on her lap and gazed into the fire. Wilbraham
was stirred by her utterance, so unlike her, with her calm self-control
and entire command over all her emotions, to which even now, after years
of knowing her, and the springs of her conduct, he had small clue.
She took up her work again, and spoke with as much calmness as before.
"I’ve sometimes asked myself," she said, "whether I wasn’t getting so
much interested in carrying out a great experiment as to forget what it
all tended to. But I don’t think I can fairly lay that to my charge. I
have loved the boy too much to treat him just as the object of an
experiment. If at any time I had thought that I—that we—were not doing
rightly by him in keeping him here away from everything that might have
prepared him for the future, in the way that other boys are prepared for
it—I should have given up the idea, and let the world in on us—and on
him. At the beginning I don’t think I had any thought of carrying the
seclusion as far as I have done. That was only to have been for his
childhood. But it has been so fascinating to see him grow up here and
only become stronger and finer as he got older. I don’t think he has
missed anything that would have been for his good. Anything that he has
missed has been made up to him in other ways. His intense love of
nature—none of us have been able to share that with him to increase his
love for it, but I have watched it with a glad heart. It has seemed as
if my plan had been helped by it, in a way I couldn’t have expected—or
at least not to that extent. And the way the people all love him here!
He had got right down into their hearts as he couldn’t have done unless
he had lived with them day after day, all the year round, and for year
after year, so that they have been his friends outside his home, and not
people away from here or coming here from time to time with whom they
could have no concern. Everything has encouraged me to go on. Even the
extra freedom that he has taken to himself of late has pleased me. He
hasn’t felt himself fettered. He has had the life he wanted, and surely
it must have been the best life one could have given him, if it has made
him so happy."
"Yes," said Wilbraham. "He has made himself happy, and he can be
trusted."
The unhappy look on his face had not lightened during her long speech,
and he spoke now as if to reassure himself that what she had said was
true. Ever since Harry had gone off before dawn on that morning a week
ago, leaving messages of love and farewell for his mother and
grandmother, he had been asking himself the meaning of it, and whether
it was right for him any longer to keep back from Lady Brent what he
knew about Harry and she didn’t.
How much had Viola had to do with it? Nothing, he was sure, in
persuasion of Harry. But Wilbraham knew that his love for her had
changed the whole current of his life. Perhaps he wouldn’t have gone
off like that if he had never seen her.
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