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She looked up at him quickly, and laid down her work. "I should be so
glad to know where he is," she said. "I should like him to know—if it
were only possible to get it to him—that I should make no effort now to
go against him. I could, you know. It would not be difficult to find
him; at least, it would not be impossible. But I shall take no steps to
override his will. If he knew that, surely he would not want to keep
himself cut off from us! He could write, and before he was sent abroad
he could come here for a few days. Oh, if only you could find out where
he is, and let him know that!"
"I’ll go up and try, if you like," said Wilbraham.
It had surprised him a little that she had not asked how or where he
would try. He would go straight to Bastian, whose address he knew, and
see Viola. In making the offer he had half intended, if she pressed
him, to unburden himself to her about Viola. He did not know whether he
was relieved or disappointed that she asked him no questions. She
seemed to be too excited to think about it, though she did say, later
on, that he could go to Mr. Gulliver, the Brent solicitor, but that if
he did so Mr. Gulliver was to be told not to interfere with Harry’s
actions.
"The sooner the better," said Wilbraham. "I’d better go up to-morrow."
She made no demur, and was silent for a time. Then she looked at him
kindly, and said: "There’s no danger for you now, is there?"
He was overcome with a wave of self-pity, brought out by the sympathy of
her tone. "I’ve been through a bad time," he said. "I think it’s
coming to an end. I don’t think there’s any danger now."
"I’ve seen it, of course," she said, "and have been very sorry for you."
He had not thought that she had noticed. Some explanation seemed due to
her. "I did drink some spirits," he said, with a gulp. "Just once. I
thought I was safe, but it brought on the craving. I’ve had my lesson.
I know that I’m different from other men now. It’s not in my power to
be temperate. It has to be nothing at all from now onwards."
"I think it’s the only way," she said. "And for years together here you
haven’t missed it, have you?"
"No," he said. "It was very wrong to do it at all. I’m ashamed of
myself—after you’ve done what you have for me."
One thing she had done was to go without wine at table, except on the
rare occasions on which there had been guests at the Castle. That had
been for his sake, and he knew it well enough, though she had never
mentioned it. She deserved his confidence.
"It was when I went to see Bastian—the artist," he said. "After the
first time I told him how it was with me, and he never drank anything
himself while I was with him."
"In the village they say he was a heavy drinker."
It surprised him to hear that she had heard about Bastian. When he had
told her that there was no necessity to ask him to the Castle, she had
seemed to lose all interest in him, and had never mentioned his name
since.
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