Country life -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Harry asked her questions and showed a friendly sympathy towards her
love affair. But the idea of it seemed to make him rather sad too, and
Sidney did not make the mistake of thinking that his sadness was due to
any disappointment created by what she had told him. Indeed her
information had cleared the air, which held more of friendliness and
companionship in it than before, as if he were relieved at having it
quite understood that he would not be expected to make love to her, but
short of that would give her all the friendship that she wanted, and be
glad to take in return all that she had to give to him.
She had a good deal to give him. That baby’s friendship which seemed to
have meant nothing to him had kept him alive in her heart. He was not
quite like other men to her. Something of his childhood lingered about
him, though he had advanced so far on the hard road of manhood, and but
for her memories of him would have seemed to her much older than his
years. She felt the desire to encourage in him those gleams of boyish
laughter and irresponsibility which had once or twice shone out through
the half-weary indifference of his attitude. She thought that he must
have been through a harsh disillusioning experience, and was too tired
in spirit to accept all at once the freedom of his release. Her own
lover, who was some years older than Harry, had told her that it needed
a good deal of resolution and self-hardening to go through the ranks,
and that sometimes only the remembrance of her had kept him up to it.
She thought she knew more than other girls were likely to know what it
must have meant to Harry, who did not seem even to want to speak of it.
The maternal instinct which is in all women drew her to sympathy with
him. She and Jane between them would get rid of that sadness and
tiredness that lay over him. If Jane was too young, and she too
occupied with somebody else to give him the consolation that would
quickly heal such wounds as he was suffering from, he would still,
surely, respond to their affection, and forget his troubles. She must
not talk too much about her own happiness. That seemed to depress him,
kind as he was about it. Of course it was love he wanted, though he
might not know it. It was a pity that Jane was not a few years older,
or that she herself was the only unmarried one of all her sisters. She
did not suppose that there was anybody else in these parts, from what
she remembered of them, who would be good enough for Harry. But perhaps
it was just as well. She and he and Jane would enjoy themselves
together, and show the world, if the world happened to take notice and
be interested, that a man and two girls could be the best of friends
with no question of love affecting their intercourse.
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