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"Well, because you’re not friendly to her, and I want to be—poor old
Granny! I suppose you’ve never got on well together. I used to feel
it, though I didn’t think about it much. I think you both tried to keep
it from me. I’d much rather you tried to get rid of that feeling,
mother dear. It makes me unhappy, and you can’t hide it from me any
longer. After all, Royd is her home. I’m rather sorry you left it. I
liked to think of it with you and her here, just as it used to be."
"Oh, I couldn’t stay here when you had gone. It was too much to ask of
anybody. I suppose she’ll always be here—at least till you come of age
and are master instead of her. Couldn’t we go away together—I don’t
mean now, but after you’ve been here a little, to London or
somewhere—just you and I together? I’ve had so little of you, Harry,
all to myself. All the dull years here, while she has been everything
and I have been nothing, I’ve looked forward to it—to having you to
myself for a little, when you were grown up."
She peered into his face, and saw a frown on it; but when he spoke it
had cleared, and he spoke very kindly. "I may have to go to London
before my leave is up," he said. "But I should want to go alone. And I
don’t want to be away from Royd more than I can help. You’ve always
belonged to Royd, mother, ever since I can remember. When I’m with you
I’d rather be here than anywhere. Please don’t spoil it for me by
making things difficult with Granny. I think I’ll go in to her now. I
mustn’t keep her up late."
She expostulated, plaintively, as they went towards the house together.
She felt that he was slipping from her, and that nothing would be as she
had pictured it, but she had not the self-control to spare him her
complaints and appeals. He was always kind, but he was firm too, with a
man’s firmness towards a weak and foolish woman. He had grown
immeasurably in mental stature, and his determination impressed itself
upon her increasingly. That mention of authority over him with which
she had begun now seemed foolish even to her. As they went into the
house she said: "Of course I don’t want to treat you like a boy any
more. I only want to be sure that you don’t love anybody better than
me. You do love me best, don’t you, Harry?"
He bent down and kissed her. "You know I love you, mother," he said.
"Now I’ll go and talk to Granny. Come and see me when I go to bed—say
in half an hour—as you used to."
That comforted her a little, and she went upstairs, while he went into
the drawing-room where Lady Brent was still sitting where they had left
her.
"Well, Granny dear," he said. "I thought we’d have a little talk. I’ve
got things to tell you."
She laid down her work, and looked at him fondly, sitting in a low chair
opposite to her, so young in appearance, as he sat there with his long
legs stretched out, but, as she felt, so old in experience, and so
different from the boy he had been.
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