Poor Lady Brent went to bed that night with something new to think about. She could not sleep, and wrote a long letter to Wilbraham in London. "We might have thought of that," she wrote in the course of it. "It wouldn’t have been the little hardships that would trouble him. He had prepared himself for all that, with the life out of doors that he had led here. And he would understand the men he was with, because he was friends with everybody about here. I’m sure they must have loved him too, and all the more because he wasn’t like them. The others would have expected him to be like them. I am full of trouble about him. It looks to me now as if we had prepared him for nothing, so as to save him pain. Life has come as a shock to him, and he has not got over it yet. But one thing I’m sure of—he must work it out for himself. I shall meddle with him no more. I am not sure that I have not made a great mistake." *CHAPTER XXIII* *CONFIDENCES* Whatever it was that Lady Brent and Lady Avalon had plotted between them, it needed no adjustment of Lady Brent’s statement to Wilbraham—that henceforth she should meddle no more in Harry’s life—to help or hinder it. They had only to stand aside and perhaps to congratulate one another upon the way their desires were being fulfilled. Only Mrs. Brent went about with a downcast face and air, and but for the kindness Harry showed her might as well have been back in London. She also wrote to Wilbraham, and told him that Harry and Sidney seemed to be falling more and more in love with one another every day. "Of course it’s hard on me," she wrote. "But it’s what mothers are made for, I suppose. You do everything for your children and sink yourself entirely, and then some girl steps in and takes it all from you. However, I’m not going to show her that I feel it. She’s got the better of me once more. The girl doesn’t take the slightest trouble about me—doesn’t think I’m worth it, I suppose—and for myself I don’t care about her. But she is the right sort of girl for Harry to marry, or at any rate to fall in love with. Whatever I am, I’m fair, and I can see that. I should hate anybody who would take him away from me, so it might just as well be her as anybody. They’re happy together, and Harry is more like his old self. I’m sure they’ve not said anything to one another yet. They take Jane Grant with them whenever they can get hold of her, and they wouldn’t want to do that if it had gone very far with them. The moment they want to go off by themselves I shall know what to expect, and I’ll let you know, but I hope you’ll be down here before then. We are very glad you are coming. Harry often talks about you. How I wish it was all like it used to be! But it never will be again."